Fenz Memories

~mY tOtS aGaIn~

Juz out from my bathroom smelling like a baby.. =p Haben been home so early on weekdays for such a long time.. Anyway, took the train home today. Due of the outrageous OT I've been putting into my work, been indulging myself in the comfort of cab for the past 2 weeks, so much so that I'm sorta addicted. Hehe. Was kinda not used to it when I was walking from my busstop to my blk.. And also cause of my bad experience, I'm now extra careful and observant when walkin past the carpark and back home. Have to admit, I am abit scared...

Received Mel's sms today. Finally. Am surprised. Haben been contacting me for quite awhile. Was still thinkin of him when I was bathing juz now. Never thought that he will sms me.. Been feeling very moody nowadays. Reason being something which I have no wish to disclose. I know what someone is thinking of. DUN EVEN THINK OF ASKING ME OK DEAR!! Am not being loud with the caps. Juz wanna pass the message that everyone will have thoughts which they dun wish to discuss or rather, prefer to keep it to themselves. I, for an instance, am such a person. Well, don't used to be like this but somehow have became quite withdrawn over the years, especially after stepping out into the "adult world". Not to worry though, cause I am still the same old me. Still optimistic..

Stepped into a battlefield this morn.. Shouldn't go into the details. Backstabbing, unfairness, unappreciated, selfishness, all bad traits seem to be found in every corner. SOmetimes, my patience and temper wear out too, but what can I do besides tolerating? It's not easy to come into this world but itz even more difficult to survive in this world. Hmz.. do I sound pessimistic and depressed? Tend to get into such a mood occasionally. What to do? We are human with feelings and emotion.

Met up with Yi Xiang(Misa) for dinner today. Haben seen him since when I was still workin at Minou, which was... 1+ year ago. Saw my ex supervisor from OBar. Saw him once at delifrance @ Paragon few months ago. Now, saw him at Swensen. Change job real fast. Haha! But of cuz, to each his own. Wherever provides a betta remuneration and prospect, you'll go.

Haiz.. My tummy is giving me problem again. HATE IBS!!! There's no cure for it. The only way to make it feel better is to take 3 meals regularly and refraining from fried, oily and spicy food. What's the pleasure of food then? Sadz.

*IBS SUX!*