Fenz Memories

~Bad WeEk aT wOrK~

Haben been home so early for such a long time. I reach home at 9pm tonight. Eh, not that early for you guys I know but itz considered early for me, at least for this period of time.

Was walkin along orchard road on my way home after work when suddenly I have such a lonely feeling. Everywhere around me are couples and groups of people, nicely dressed and smiles on their face. They seem to be heading to a fun night ahead while I'm all by myself, carrying the heavy laptop home again. Yeah, should have guessed it uh. Bringing work home again which means late night again. Oh yah, and I am working tomorrow. Sadz. No choice though.

The tension and atmosphere in office this week hadn't been that good. Backstabbing, lies, double headed people, tai chi master etc. Ours is a Small but potential office, alot of 'politicians' to be. Kena attacked twice this week. Been in my company for 9 months and this is the 1st time I felt the attack.

Kena farked by a very bad tempered person on Wednesday, my own colleague who dun even have any rights and control over me. Plain bad attitude. Was really so fed up and angry but luckily I managed to keep my cool. No use getting myself all angry and worked up. Juz that our relationship will never be the same anymore, at least not in my heart. Not that I am petty or what, juz that I forgive but I never forget. I do not want the same thing to happen again as I dun deserve this kinda treatment.

2nd incident happened today.Kena blamed for something which is not my fault, but anyway, this incident made me see what's really "empty vessels make the most noise". Not really angry as I feel that "he" has really made a fool of "herself". SImply this tot is good enough to disperse all unhappiness. ^_^

Still have so much on my mind that I wanna rant and rant, but time is really short. Should start doing my work if not my weekend is gonna be work n no play!!

To Be Continued...