Friday, August 26, 2005

~Bad WeEk aT wOrK~

Haben been home so early for such a long time. I reach home at 9pm tonight. Eh, not that early for you guys I know but itz considered early for me, at least for this period of time.

Was walkin along orchard road on my way home after work when suddenly I have such a lonely feeling. Everywhere around me are couples and groups of people, nicely dressed and smiles on their face. They seem to be heading to a fun night ahead while I'm all by myself, carrying the heavy laptop home again. Yeah, should have guessed it uh. Bringing work home again which means late night again. Oh yah, and I am working tomorrow. Sadz. No choice though.

The tension and atmosphere in office this week hadn't been that good. Backstabbing, lies, double headed people, tai chi master etc. Ours is a Small but potential office, alot of 'politicians' to be. Kena attacked twice this week. Been in my company for 9 months and this is the 1st time I felt the attack.

Kena farked by a very bad tempered person on Wednesday, my own colleague who dun even have any rights and control over me. Plain bad attitude. Was really so fed up and angry but luckily I managed to keep my cool. No use getting myself all angry and worked up. Juz that our relationship will never be the same anymore, at least not in my heart. Not that I am petty or what, juz that I forgive but I never forget. I do not want the same thing to happen again as I dun deserve this kinda treatment.

2nd incident happened today.Kena blamed for something which is not my fault, but anyway, this incident made me see what's really "empty vessels make the most noise". Not really angry as I feel that "he" has really made a fool of "herself". SImply this tot is good enough to disperse all unhappiness. ^_^

Still have so much on my mind that I wanna rant and rant, but time is really short. Should start doing my work if not my weekend is gonna be work n no play!!

To Be Continued...

Monday, August 22, 2005

~Movies and Steamboat~

Kain has been complaining that I have no updates uh. Everytime come to my blog will see "Juz out from my bathroom smelling like a baby" Well.. Know what? I juz came out of the bathroom again, and smelling like a baby again! Haha! =p

Anyway, have to wait for my hair to dry before I can enter dreamland, so decided to blog. Should be keying in the invoices but after much persuading, I decided to be lazy and rest my brain and come blogging instead. Hehe. Watched "The Maid" today with Dearie, Ron and Uly. Hmz.. not a really very fantastic show but scary to me, cuz alot of sudden scene to scare you outta ur wits. Dearie got scared too at certain scenes ok. So I am not the only weakling!! Haha!!

Went dinner at Marina South after that. Yeah! Itz steamboat! Chong Pang steamboat. Had mentioned in my previous entry that Chong Pang Steamboat is betta den Zhen Fa Steamboat rite? Gorge ourselves in crabs! Barbacued butter Zim Gong! Whaha!! Although get all smokey and smelly, enjoyed ourselves. Cuz itz been so long since I last had steamboat at MS.. WHen's the last time? hmz.. it was before Xiang had Wendy. Haha! Ages uh! Still remembered that I went there for Kite flying with Xiang, Ariel and Jere before heading for the steamboat.

Ron and I enjoying our ice cream after the crab feast


The Aftermath

Anyway, poor Dearie lost his hp yesterday. Where n when? No idea. cant find it in the cinema and swensen. Hv to spend $$ and buy a new 1 lor. Talkin about Cinema, watched Charlie and the Chocolate Factory yesterday. I like Johnny Depp. Why? Think I m wierd, but I like him cuz he remind me of Michael Jackson. A man yet abit like a woman. Dunno how to describe. Forget it.

What did I watch on Fri? Hmz. Yah, watched Must love Dogs with Jason. How I love those dogs. Muz get a dog of my own when I get married. that's for sure. My hubby must be someone who love me enough to let me keep dogs. Hehe. *Dreamingz* Well, that's 3 movies for 3 consecutive days. Good. Cuz I LOVE MOVIES!!

Itz late.. have to sleep. Another busy day and week ahead. Hair is still wet but.. what to do? =(



Monday, August 01, 2005

~mY tOtS aGaIn~

Juz out from my bathroom smelling like a baby.. =p Haben been home so early on weekdays for such a long time.. Anyway, took the train home today. Due of the outrageous OT I've been putting into my work, been indulging myself in the comfort of cab for the past 2 weeks, so much so that I'm sorta addicted. Hehe. Was kinda not used to it when I was walking from my busstop to my blk.. And also cause of my bad experience, I'm now extra careful and observant when walkin past the carpark and back home. Have to admit, I am abit scared...

Received Mel's sms today. Finally. Am surprised. Haben been contacting me for quite awhile. Was still thinkin of him when I was bathing juz now. Never thought that he will sms me.. Been feeling very moody nowadays. Reason being something which I have no wish to disclose. I know what someone is thinking of. DUN EVEN THINK OF ASKING ME OK DEAR!! Am not being loud with the caps. Juz wanna pass the message that everyone will have thoughts which they dun wish to discuss or rather, prefer to keep it to themselves. I, for an instance, am such a person. Well, don't used to be like this but somehow have became quite withdrawn over the years, especially after stepping out into the "adult world". Not to worry though, cause I am still the same old me. Still optimistic..

Stepped into a battlefield this morn.. Shouldn't go into the details. Backstabbing, unfairness, unappreciated, selfishness, all bad traits seem to be found in every corner. SOmetimes, my patience and temper wear out too, but what can I do besides tolerating? It's not easy to come into this world but itz even more difficult to survive in this world. Hmz.. do I sound pessimistic and depressed? Tend to get into such a mood occasionally. What to do? We are human with feelings and emotion.

Met up with Yi Xiang(Misa) for dinner today. Haben seen him since when I was still workin at Minou, which was... 1+ year ago. Saw my ex supervisor from OBar. Saw him once at
delifrance @ Paragon few months ago. Now, saw him at Swensen. Change job real fast. Haha! But of cuz, to each his own. Wherever provides a betta remuneration and prospect, you'll go.

Haiz.. My tummy is giving me problem again. HATE IBS!!! There's no cure for it. The only way to make it feel better is to take 3 meals regularly and refraining from fried, oily and spicy food. What's the pleasure of food then? Sadz.


*IBS SUX!*