Fenz Memories

~eMo~

Something's very wrong with me recently.. I seemed to get depressed quite easily nowadays.. I know it's 2006, it's the beginning, there should be many things that I should look forward to, but it just seems that I can't bring myself to be excited..

People still see my joyous and cheerful self.. But I don't see it anymore.. I am still as optimistic as before, but I am not happy.. I just can't find reasons to be happy.. Not that I don't have a good family or friends.. Family is as great as ever, Dear dotes on me alot.. Friends are supportive too.. but.. I just feel unhappy.. I feel emotional..

I guess it's just life.. You'll come to a stage where you feel that life is so boring, so dead.. You'll feel lonely even when you are at crowded places.. You'll feel lonely even when you are with friends.. Don't even feel like shopping.. Think I just feel like sleeping.. and drift off to dreamland.. I wanna be lost in my dreams.. Haha! Joking.. But truely, sometimes dreams are really just too sweet that you never wanna wake up..

Anyway, Guess it's just another emo day lar... tomorrow will be better..