Itz monday again, the most dreaded day of the week for all those who are workin I supposed.. well.. at least, for me it is.. Juz finished my lunch.. yummy, home-cooked by mummy~ I really have a very great mum. She wakey so early in the morn to prepare lunch for me so that I can save my "$$" I wonder if I'll make a good mummy myself, cuz I am alwis so lazy, and love to sleep in.. hehe.. Hmz.. I realised that, while we are good at expressing our thoughts, emotions, feelings to our good frds, we alwis fail to express them to those closest to us, our family.. we often leave them wondering.. guessing... what is going through our mind everytime.. I remember there was once, my bro said that he's in a bad mood.. I wonder y, and wanna ask, but he somewhat alwis keep his feelings to himself.. mummy alwis ask what's he doing outside.. but he only give vague answers..
this morn, was surfing the net while I'm workin, and I chance upon "Eush's blog" well..Shd not say chance upon, but deliberately to see if I can find his blog. I dunno if the blog is meant to be kept a secret, to be hidden from his family.. but anyway, I've seen and read it.. The blog tells me of his emotions and feelings which I never know.. (and a secret too, but wun tell mummy) Discovered that this little boy has grown up.. was feeling kinda sad when I read his blog, cuz I can feel his unhappiness and moodiness when he's feeling down through the blog. To me, family will alwis standby you whenever you need them.. maybe sometimes, there are not be much communication, interaction, but they love you. Sometimes they question you outta concern and love too..
When we are young, we alwis hope to grow up, but when we've grown up, we discovered that our responsibilities and burden has also grown with us, and thus we wish that we can go back to those days when we were young and carefree.. This is not considered selfish.. sometimes we are really too scared of the ugliness of this world which we have nv seen b4.. tts y we try to escape..but, there's no time machine in this world.. so we can only move forward. So instead of dwelling in the ugliness of tis world, why not look out for the beautiful things instead? No one has the definite answer to "what's the meaning of life" People alwis ask.. Why do we come into this world? besides studying very hard when young to prepare you to the outside world to work, working very hard to earn money to survive in this world where everyting has got to do with money, getting married and die of old age, there's no other meanin in life. Life is so boring, so mundane.. everything happen in sequence, one after another.. Well.. I myself have no answer as to what's the meaning of life.. I only know that the most important thing in my life, something which I very much, and gladly wanted to do, is to repay my parents for all they've gone through their whole life to bring me up.. the hardship they've endured. Never forsake them when you are married or when they are old. Shd this be considered as something which you shd do in your life too?
Priorities.... you can choose what's the priorities in your life now, be it your interest or your relationship.. but 2 mths lata.. your priorities will be your studies.. Don't let your parents down anymore.. you are a grown up, gone through a man's tougest period, NS(I supposed shd be rite?anyway, I am not a guy so I dunno) No relationship is perfect... couples in a relationship will of cuz have their ups and downs, and the initial fire of cuz will slowly be extinguished.. but most importantly is, you muz feel happy when with your "special one" Understand?
time for me to go back to work.. think I'll stop here.. Eush, I'll wish you all the best in your life, may you find meaning in it soon.. and work hard uh~!! hao bu rong yi cai zhao dao gong zhuo..
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