juz wakey sia.. still feelin so stoned now... another day passed by juz like tis... sleepin in.. haha! but shiok lar!
sHoPpInGYesterday finally had the chance to meet up with ah ping dey all yesterday.. hehe.. so HAppy!!!! Went shop shop at Heeren with Ah Ping.. and as usual, went into TOSS! mY fav shop! keke.. had already bought a skirt from TOSS the day before, den bought a top again yesterday.. but of cuz.. Francis gave me a very good discount(cuz i'm his regular)! haha. Ah ping too got herself a skirt and a top.. woo~ very nice wor~ keke.. so envy tall tall Ah Ping~
kTvWe went KTV at KBOX at cineleisure with Ping, ph, steven, xiang, yc and zw.. hehe.. sing and sing.. Steven really has such a wonderful voice.. and yest finally listen clearly to Xiang's voice.. well.. he can sing Ah Du's songs..and we teased him saying that his voice spoil liao.. haha! And the stupidest thing someone have ever done in KTV is to watch movie.. haha.. wE sing till 130am.. den after tt we watch the movie that KBOX provide.. watched a very very lame and funny show! Xiang watched till he fell aslp.. haha! but frankly.. Think Ping and I enjoyed it! haha.. but we onli get to watch DIsc 1 cuz by the time we fin the show itz 3am.. so sadz.. =(
sUpPeRhmz.. after that we went to fullerton one for.... we did a very idea thing wor.. bought cup noodles from 7-11 and eat under the merlion.. hmz.. wad a wonderful feeling.. haben had the chance to eat cup noodles outside late at nite after so many years.. hmz.. had a nice chat with Ah Ping.. haben seen her for so long.. well.. chatted about our future and achievements and of cuz.. our present. haha! feel that I've lived my 22 years in waste... cuz my diploma cert is the most amazing achievement in my resume.. haha!! no other talents! haiz.. suxz! buthen.. haha!!! Yest someone told me I'm not the only 1.. hahaha!! eR... well... haha! noting to sae.. =p
Tmr is another workin week.. haiz.. but Vesak Day on wed wor~ keke... holiday~! no need to work! haha! hmz.. go makan my dinner liao~
Tuesday, May 25, 2004
wow.. finally hv the time to come online and blog.. hmz.. had a busy, but fun and fulfiling weekend.. hehe.. hmz.. let see...
Friday
went to Geylang for Tian Ji porridge last fri nite.. hehe.. Were sorta debating to go to Lorong 3 or Lorong 9, Sharon was saying that 3 nicer, while Da was saying 9 nicer. haha! In the end went to 9. Y? Cuz Da missed the turn for 3.. haha!! hmz.. the porridge is nice and spicy.. hehe.. my 1st time trying the porridge at Geylang.. so tortoise.. haah! hmz.. hope next time will get to try the one at Lorong 9.. after makan went to Changi V..well.. Go see ah Kua, wad else.. haha! they really dress till very very skimpy lor! can even squat in mini skirt.. !! and Sharon ask a very cute qn.. "How come dey can squat wearin like this uh?" haha.. and my reply was "Cuz they are not woman mahz" hmz.. but some Ah Kua really very pretty lor.. which lead me wondering.. How in the world can a guy be prettier than ger.. Amazing.. But too bad.. the moment they speak.. EeeekkkSSss!!! But personally I dun despise them or wadever..
After the guys have got enuff of the Ah Kua, we went to Old changi Hospital.. Da really siao onz manz.. Before we met up.. he'd already decided that he wanna go in and explore.. hence he prepared touchlights.. Shijie, Alex, Sharon and I were totally against the idea of going in.. give us the creeps manz~! wEll... but of cuz I played along with the idea.. haha.. ji siao Alex, give him the impression that I'm with the idea of going in too... (but of cuz I dun hv the GUTS and COURAGE to go in! haha) wen we reached there.. wow! there are 16ppl(all kidz, xiao ah beng and ah lian) at the bottom of the stairs that lead into the house.. well.. actually had always wanted to go into the hospital, to see and feel how it looks like but I alwis lack the courage to. but this time, tink quantity boost my courage.. haha!! So in the end we all went in.. which makes it a total of 21ppl inside the infamous haunted hospital.. we climbed ladder up to the rooftop. the view from the rooftop.. i muz sae.. Best manz! can see alot of stars.. hmz.. nothing happened during our 1hr stay inside, of cuz, not that I wanted anyting to happen, but since itz rumoured to be haunted, i sorta expected a creepy.. erriee feeling inside.. (i'm not those kinda ppl who are very sensitive to these kinda "beingS") Think itz the crowd.. a few of the kidz very ji siao.. keep running here and there, shouting, tryin to scare ppl.. alamak.. kidzzz kidzz.. hmz.. If I'm alone inside, think I'll get lost.. the place is quite big.. and well.. guess itz the same with every hospital, the areas all look somewhat alike.. there are no more furnitures inside.. only basins.. hmz.. towards the end, tink itz the atmosphere or wad, cuz the kidz are starting to be quiet, no more kpkb.They are beginning to get panicky as they cant seem to find the right exit, i felt goosebumps rising on my arms.. haha.. am getting scared lar.. in the end.. managed to find an exit.. but still, noting interesting happen lehz.. no one claim to have seen anyting, except for those kidz lar(think they too scared getting illusions lar) hmz.. after tt.. went back to see ah kua again. haha! the guys buay sianz sia~! Well.. finally, went to ECP for breakfast at McDonalds.. reach home at 7am!!
Saturday
After 3 weeks of unsuccessful attempts to meet up, finally met up with Jem for movie. Force my tired eyelids to catch the 1st ray of light at 2pm.. supposed to meet Jem at 4pm at orchard..but.. well.. late as usual.. Knowin his character, I already left home late(4pm), but in the end still hv to wait for 1/2hr.. he reached at 520... alamak.. Dunno wad to sae sia.. Anyway... He make up for it by treatin me to Movie and Pool.. haha! Haben played pool for so long.. played 6 rounds.. won 1 round.. For the 1 round, I won cuz his white ball went in after his black ball.. haiz.. so sadz... so tt means, I nv really win at all.. haha! catch VanHelSing after tt.. nice show!! the effects.. the graphics.. woah! haha.. super scary manz! well.. quite a sad endin that the lead actress(forgot her name) had to die.. but itz somewhat warm hearted.. and happy to know that she joined her dad and bro in Heaven.. Very touchin scene.. Eyes were watery, but controlled the tears.. If not Jem gonna say me again, watch wadever show oso will cry.. ;p the actresses inside the show.. all so pretty sia~ haha.. Dragula's wife oso very pretty.. hehe.. Heard from Jerry that 2 of them are models.. wooh~~
Sunday
well.. of cuz another day to slp in.. slept till 2+pm again.. did noting much.. den met Xiang for supper at 888. Ate Satay~! hehe.. Nice nice~ Chatted for awhile, after which I reached home ard 12+ and I went str to bed.. Have to wakey early the next day.. haiz.. Work and work.. really miss those poly life.. Passby SP last Fri on my way to Da's house.. pass by T20 and T21.. thought of the times wen we were still students.. so fun.. brought tears to my eyes.. really missed those carefree days where the major worries on our mind are exams and projects..(well, at least for me lar.)
Monday
Luckily I did not get the Monday Bluez as I normally would.. Wonder why.. hehe.. anyway.. After a long long wait, I finally get to sing KTV!! Yeah!! Missed singing sia~ Haben sing for a few mths lehz. Went Marche for dinner.. Well.. our dear Shijie is goin to Taiwan(for NS of cuz), so he gave us a treat.. with his new UOB MINI~! keke.. the card is soooo cute~ so small~! Ktv time after we had filled our tummy.. keke.. Went to Party world.. Well.. dun really hv all the new songs that we want.. but... Got duan dian~! such a nice song.. So difficult to get alex to open his "golden mouth" hehe.. but eventually he sang a few songs lar.. tink itz the 1st time i hear him sing.. he's very anti KTV! hahaha!! As usual, reach home ard 12+ again.. was sooooooooooooo tired.. and the worse thing iz... there's work next day!!
Today
Well.. so back to 2dae.. Shijie's departing tonite.. or shd I sae, tomorrow morn.. Cuz itz a past midnite flight.. Really wanna go see him off.. But Da they all gonna stay at the airport till 1am.. I really cant make it liao.. too tired liao.. so here I am.. blogging.. haha!!! If not wun hv the time to blog too... =p Anyway, Wish Ah Jie b0n v0yAgE~ and get to come back in 1 piece! I think he's handling those explosive stuff.. that's y he's quite worried.. ttz Y muz wish him a safe trip there, safe training and safe trip home. ^_^
woo~ finally.. haha.. finish so many days happenin in one blog.. OMG.. people who read this entry.. pls dun kill mi.. cuz I noe itz kinda loooooooooooonnngG~~~~~!!!! hahaah!!! have a nice week ahead ppl~
Friday
went to Geylang for Tian Ji porridge last fri nite.. hehe.. Were sorta debating to go to Lorong 3 or Lorong 9, Sharon was saying that 3 nicer, while Da was saying 9 nicer. haha! In the end went to 9. Y? Cuz Da missed the turn for 3.. haha!! hmz.. the porridge is nice and spicy.. hehe.. my 1st time trying the porridge at Geylang.. so tortoise.. haah! hmz.. hope next time will get to try the one at Lorong 9.. after makan went to Changi V..well.. Go see ah Kua, wad else.. haha! they really dress till very very skimpy lor! can even squat in mini skirt.. !! and Sharon ask a very cute qn.. "How come dey can squat wearin like this uh?" haha.. and my reply was "Cuz they are not woman mahz" hmz.. but some Ah Kua really very pretty lor.. which lead me wondering.. How in the world can a guy be prettier than ger.. Amazing.. But too bad.. the moment they speak.. EeeekkkSSss!!! But personally I dun despise them or wadever..
After the guys have got enuff of the Ah Kua, we went to Old changi Hospital.. Da really siao onz manz.. Before we met up.. he'd already decided that he wanna go in and explore.. hence he prepared touchlights.. Shijie, Alex, Sharon and I were totally against the idea of going in.. give us the creeps manz~! wEll... but of cuz I played along with the idea.. haha.. ji siao Alex, give him the impression that I'm with the idea of going in too... (but of cuz I dun hv the GUTS and COURAGE to go in! haha) wen we reached there.. wow! there are 16ppl(all kidz, xiao ah beng and ah lian) at the bottom of the stairs that lead into the house.. well.. actually had always wanted to go into the hospital, to see and feel how it looks like but I alwis lack the courage to. but this time, tink quantity boost my courage.. haha!! So in the end we all went in.. which makes it a total of 21ppl inside the infamous haunted hospital.. we climbed ladder up to the rooftop. the view from the rooftop.. i muz sae.. Best manz! can see alot of stars.. hmz.. nothing happened during our 1hr stay inside, of cuz, not that I wanted anyting to happen, but since itz rumoured to be haunted, i sorta expected a creepy.. erriee feeling inside.. (i'm not those kinda ppl who are very sensitive to these kinda "beingS") Think itz the crowd.. a few of the kidz very ji siao.. keep running here and there, shouting, tryin to scare ppl.. alamak.. kidzzz kidzz.. hmz.. If I'm alone inside, think I'll get lost.. the place is quite big.. and well.. guess itz the same with every hospital, the areas all look somewhat alike.. there are no more furnitures inside.. only basins.. hmz.. towards the end, tink itz the atmosphere or wad, cuz the kidz are starting to be quiet, no more kpkb.They are beginning to get panicky as they cant seem to find the right exit, i felt goosebumps rising on my arms.. haha.. am getting scared lar.. in the end.. managed to find an exit.. but still, noting interesting happen lehz.. no one claim to have seen anyting, except for those kidz lar(think they too scared getting illusions lar) hmz.. after tt.. went back to see ah kua again. haha! the guys buay sianz sia~! Well.. finally, went to ECP for breakfast at McDonalds.. reach home at 7am!!
Saturday
After 3 weeks of unsuccessful attempts to meet up, finally met up with Jem for movie. Force my tired eyelids to catch the 1st ray of light at 2pm.. supposed to meet Jem at 4pm at orchard..but.. well.. late as usual.. Knowin his character, I already left home late(4pm), but in the end still hv to wait for 1/2hr.. he reached at 520... alamak.. Dunno wad to sae sia.. Anyway... He make up for it by treatin me to Movie and Pool.. haha! Haben played pool for so long.. played 6 rounds.. won 1 round.. For the 1 round, I won cuz his white ball went in after his black ball.. haiz.. so sadz... so tt means, I nv really win at all.. haha! catch VanHelSing after tt.. nice show!! the effects.. the graphics.. woah! haha.. super scary manz! well.. quite a sad endin that the lead actress(forgot her name) had to die.. but itz somewhat warm hearted.. and happy to know that she joined her dad and bro in Heaven.. Very touchin scene.. Eyes were watery, but controlled the tears.. If not Jem gonna say me again, watch wadever show oso will cry.. ;p the actresses inside the show.. all so pretty sia~ haha.. Dragula's wife oso very pretty.. hehe.. Heard from Jerry that 2 of them are models.. wooh~~
Sunday
well.. of cuz another day to slp in.. slept till 2+pm again.. did noting much.. den met Xiang for supper at 888. Ate Satay~! hehe.. Nice nice~ Chatted for awhile, after which I reached home ard 12+ and I went str to bed.. Have to wakey early the next day.. haiz.. Work and work.. really miss those poly life.. Passby SP last Fri on my way to Da's house.. pass by T20 and T21.. thought of the times wen we were still students.. so fun.. brought tears to my eyes.. really missed those carefree days where the major worries on our mind are exams and projects..(well, at least for me lar.)
Monday
Luckily I did not get the Monday Bluez as I normally would.. Wonder why.. hehe.. anyway.. After a long long wait, I finally get to sing KTV!! Yeah!! Missed singing sia~ Haben sing for a few mths lehz. Went Marche for dinner.. Well.. our dear Shijie is goin to Taiwan(for NS of cuz), so he gave us a treat.. with his new UOB MINI~! keke.. the card is soooo cute~ so small~! Ktv time after we had filled our tummy.. keke.. Went to Party world.. Well.. dun really hv all the new songs that we want.. but... Got duan dian~! such a nice song.. So difficult to get alex to open his "golden mouth" hehe.. but eventually he sang a few songs lar.. tink itz the 1st time i hear him sing.. he's very anti KTV! hahaha!! As usual, reach home ard 12+ again.. was sooooooooooooo tired.. and the worse thing iz... there's work next day!!
Today
Well.. so back to 2dae.. Shijie's departing tonite.. or shd I sae, tomorrow morn.. Cuz itz a past midnite flight.. Really wanna go see him off.. But Da they all gonna stay at the airport till 1am.. I really cant make it liao.. too tired liao.. so here I am.. blogging.. haha!!! If not wun hv the time to blog too... =p Anyway, Wish Ah Jie b0n v0yAgE~ and get to come back in 1 piece! I think he's handling those explosive stuff.. that's y he's quite worried.. ttz Y muz wish him a safe trip there, safe training and safe trip home. ^_^
woo~ finally.. haha.. finish so many days happenin in one blog.. OMG.. people who read this entry.. pls dun kill mi.. cuz I noe itz kinda loooooooooooonnngG~~~~~!!!! hahaah!!! have a nice week ahead ppl~
Friday, May 21, 2004
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w0w~ I m A PuRe AnGeL sia.. haha.. i quite like the sound of it though.. keke.. if only I am really a pure angel, there to witness all good and sweet beginnings for all Man.. ~~dReaMzzZzzz~
Wednesday, May 19, 2004
Juz finished my lunch again.. Yesterday nite before I went to bed, I promised myself "Ok! From tomorrow mornin onwards, I dun wanna Lai(4) Chuang(2) anymore.. once the alarm goes off, I'll immediately spring up from my bed!" "Ringgggg" Alarm goes off at 7am. "Aiya, slp 10mins more" "Ringgggg"(7.10am) "Hmz.. 10more mins" When I finally wakey.. the time was 825.. <-_-">! "Agnes? Eh.. Audrey here. Will be late today cuz I overslept.. WIll reach ard 10am ok? SOrry.." Haiz... This is really 1 very very bad habit that I muz try to kick.. I juz simply cant resist Zhou GOng everytime he call to me.. Jem too!! Kena 2 weeks of lunch duty cuz he's late for work again today.. haha!! Poor thing.. He's also another one, simply can never be punctual for anyting..
"~*"Other things I cant promise, But I can be sure I wont be late when I meet u, coz I told myself I wont let u wait for me again"*~" May seem like a very simple msg to all.. but to me, it really touched my heart.. This msg is not sent by anyone, but the one who can never never be punctual lehz! So I'll be waiting to see if he keep to his promise.. ^_*
After I started workin, I'll be alwis tuning in to Perfect10 or 933. One day, ard 1130am, I was tuned into 933 wen I heard Ling ZHi's music Diary.. I din noe that there's a repeat on every weekday morn. So from then on (if I dun forget lar) I'll alwis tune in to 933 at 1130. Yesterday, SHe said someting..
Everyone alwis have a bunch of keys in their bag.. be it House keys, Car keys etc.. Sometimes we may forget to bring these keys, but there's 1 key which we will definitely bring it with us no matter where we are.. that's the key to happiness.. Often, when people ard us, such as the waiter, the shop vendor, our boss, give us the attitude, we'll be unhappy over them, and give them the key to our happiness. Why let the surrounding people affect our happiness? Why let our happiness be controlled by theirs? They may be unhappy, but we can choose not to reciprocate their unhappiness with our unhappiness.. We should alwis keep the key in our heart.. Anyway, when you are unhappy, you tend to have the gloomy look on your face, and the people ard you will be affected by this air of gloominess surrounding you and become unhappy too. When you ctrl ur unhappiness and flash a smile to everyone ard you, the atmosphere will naturally become much more cheerful and You'll feel much betta too rite? I alwis tell myself, that I have the choice to have a happy or unhappy day. Of cuz sometimes when the day really sux, I will still be unhappy no matter how hard I try, or sometimes dun even bother to try. haha! but most often than not, I try to smile.. haha. Hmz.. ever heard that laughter is the best medicine? haha! so... smile and laugh everyone~!~ ^_^
By the way, I tried the new KFC chicken yesterday with Weizhong.. hmz.. not really fantastic lehz.. I still prefer the spicy one. keke.. Oh yah, for people who like whipped potato... There's a counter inside an eatery at Airport Terminal 2 called Popeye, the mashed potato there is simply yummy~!~ The best I ever had in my life.. The sauce has tiny bits of ingredients inside.. Really very nice, nicer than KFC, and their chicken is not as oily too.. Together with the atmosphere of the Airport.. woohoo~ Best manz~ keke.. Well.. personally I like the airport cuz find it kinda quite and peaceful.. Hehe.. so next time if u happen to go to the airport for whatever reason, muz try out Popeye hoh.. esp the "Mash Potato"~~ ^_^
~@~gIvInG uP dOeSn'T mEaN yOu aRe WeAk. iT oNLy mEaNs tHaT yOu aRe sTrOnG eNoUgH tO lEt gO~@~
"~*"Other things I cant promise, But I can be sure I wont be late when I meet u, coz I told myself I wont let u wait for me again"*~" May seem like a very simple msg to all.. but to me, it really touched my heart.. This msg is not sent by anyone, but the one who can never never be punctual lehz! So I'll be waiting to see if he keep to his promise.. ^_*
After I started workin, I'll be alwis tuning in to Perfect10 or 933. One day, ard 1130am, I was tuned into 933 wen I heard Ling ZHi's music Diary.. I din noe that there's a repeat on every weekday morn. So from then on (if I dun forget lar) I'll alwis tune in to 933 at 1130. Yesterday, SHe said someting..
Everyone alwis have a bunch of keys in their bag.. be it House keys, Car keys etc.. Sometimes we may forget to bring these keys, but there's 1 key which we will definitely bring it with us no matter where we are.. that's the key to happiness.. Often, when people ard us, such as the waiter, the shop vendor, our boss, give us the attitude, we'll be unhappy over them, and give them the key to our happiness. Why let the surrounding people affect our happiness? Why let our happiness be controlled by theirs? They may be unhappy, but we can choose not to reciprocate their unhappiness with our unhappiness.. We should alwis keep the key in our heart.. Anyway, when you are unhappy, you tend to have the gloomy look on your face, and the people ard you will be affected by this air of gloominess surrounding you and become unhappy too. When you ctrl ur unhappiness and flash a smile to everyone ard you, the atmosphere will naturally become much more cheerful and You'll feel much betta too rite? I alwis tell myself, that I have the choice to have a happy or unhappy day. Of cuz sometimes when the day really sux, I will still be unhappy no matter how hard I try, or sometimes dun even bother to try. haha! but most often than not, I try to smile.. haha. Hmz.. ever heard that laughter is the best medicine? haha! so... smile and laugh everyone~!~ ^_^
By the way, I tried the new KFC chicken yesterday with Weizhong.. hmz.. not really fantastic lehz.. I still prefer the spicy one. keke.. Oh yah, for people who like whipped potato... There's a counter inside an eatery at Airport Terminal 2 called Popeye, the mashed potato there is simply yummy~!~ The best I ever had in my life.. The sauce has tiny bits of ingredients inside.. Really very nice, nicer than KFC, and their chicken is not as oily too.. Together with the atmosphere of the Airport.. woohoo~ Best manz~ keke.. Well.. personally I like the airport cuz find it kinda quite and peaceful.. Hehe.. so next time if u happen to go to the airport for whatever reason, muz try out Popeye hoh.. esp the "Mash Potato"~~ ^_^
~@~gIvInG uP dOeSn'T mEaN yOu aRe WeAk. iT oNLy mEaNs tHaT yOu aRe sTrOnG eNoUgH tO lEt gO~@~
Monday, May 17, 2004

ArTiFiCiAl dReAmEr.. hmz.. what does this remind you of? Frankly, I dunno.. haha!! I juz |ooooove this pic so much..y? Mayb itz becoz of the colours I think.. Was quite frustrated juz now cuz of the Genting trip.. Sharon cant make it on 11, Winnie cant make it on 18, now have to think of other dates again.. Was thinkin if the two gers really cant get off den mayb will have to cancel liao.. haiz.. have to wait for tmr liao.
6 years ago.. my friend(Athon Yutitham)once told me "In your life there will definitely be a big incident that happen to you, and that will be the major turning point of your life" I dun really believe it last time.. mayb cuz I'm only 16 that time and still young. But I believe it now.. cuz I had encountered the "incident" and somewhat changed. Somtimes, we think that we are fully-prepared for all bad things that will happen to us but in actual fact, we are not as strong as we think we are.. Does this explain why most major turning point incident are often things that make u sad or down or unhappy? If itz a good thing that's happening to you, do you think you will realise the value of life and change? Sometimes, I find that we human are funny creatures.. We only learn through bad lessons.. only cherish only after we have lost.. why?? Why cant we cherish what we have in good times? Dun take good things for granted.. CHERISH..TREASURE... cuz you'll have noting to lose, and alot lot lot to gain... ^_^.
Itz monday again, the most dreaded day of the week for all those who are workin I supposed.. well.. at least, for me it is.. Juz finished my lunch.. yummy, home-cooked by mummy~ I really have a very great mum. She wakey so early in the morn to prepare lunch for me so that I can save my "$$" I wonder if I'll make a good mummy myself, cuz I am alwis so lazy, and love to sleep in.. hehe.. Hmz.. I realised that, while we are good at expressing our thoughts, emotions, feelings to our good frds, we alwis fail to express them to those closest to us, our family.. we often leave them wondering.. guessing... what is going through our mind everytime.. I remember there was once, my bro said that he's in a bad mood.. I wonder y, and wanna ask, but he somewhat alwis keep his feelings to himself.. mummy alwis ask what's he doing outside.. but he only give vague answers..
this morn, was surfing the net while I'm workin, and I chance upon "Eush's blog" well..Shd not say chance upon, but deliberately to see if I can find his blog. I dunno if the blog is meant to be kept a secret, to be hidden from his family.. but anyway, I've seen and read it.. The blog tells me of his emotions and feelings which I never know.. (and a secret too, but wun tell mummy) Discovered that this little boy has grown up.. was feeling kinda sad when I read his blog, cuz I can feel his unhappiness and moodiness when he's feeling down through the blog. To me, family will alwis standby you whenever you need them.. maybe sometimes, there are not be much communication, interaction, but they love you. Sometimes they question you outta concern and love too..
When we are young, we alwis hope to grow up, but when we've grown up, we discovered that our responsibilities and burden has also grown with us, and thus we wish that we can go back to those days when we were young and carefree.. This is not considered selfish.. sometimes we are really too scared of the ugliness of this world which we have nv seen b4.. tts y we try to escape..but, there's no time machine in this world.. so we can only move forward. So instead of dwelling in the ugliness of tis world, why not look out for the beautiful things instead? No one has the definite answer to "what's the meaning of life" People alwis ask.. Why do we come into this world? besides studying very hard when young to prepare you to the outside world to work, working very hard to earn money to survive in this world where everyting has got to do with money, getting married and die of old age, there's no other meanin in life. Life is so boring, so mundane.. everything happen in sequence, one after another.. Well.. I myself have no answer as to what's the meaning of life.. I only know that the most important thing in my life, something which I very much, and gladly wanted to do, is to repay my parents for all they've gone through their whole life to bring me up.. the hardship they've endured. Never forsake them when you are married or when they are old. Shd this be considered as something which you shd do in your life too?
Priorities.... you can choose what's the priorities in your life now, be it your interest or your relationship.. but 2 mths lata.. your priorities will be your studies.. Don't let your parents down anymore.. you are a grown up, gone through a man's tougest period, NS(I supposed shd be rite?anyway, I am not a guy so I dunno) No relationship is perfect... couples in a relationship will of cuz have their ups and downs, and the initial fire of cuz will slowly be extinguished.. but most importantly is, you muz feel happy when with your "special one" Understand?
time for me to go back to work.. think I'll stop here.. Eush, I'll wish you all the best in your life, may you find meaning in it soon.. and work hard uh~!! hao bu rong yi cai zhao dao gong zhuo..
Friday, May 14, 2004

This is taken at Istana park, beside BBoss(the food there is only average, not very fantastic..) when I went dinner with Weizhong(taken by him of cuz.. I dun hv such good photography skills) Nice?? He bought me a musical ornament from Taiwan during his Training there.. hEHeE.. so wu xim. A very unique and cute ornament... really like it very much.. but someone spoilt it.. I asked my brothers, they said not them, not my dad, not my mum, and of cuz definitely not me.. so till now, I'm still wondering who spoilt it. I believe must be one of them but they dunwan to admit(of cuz not my mum though).
Guess what? Am actually working now.. *shhh* =P But feeling very sianz.. MY back and neck is aching all over.. Think this is the con with workin in an office cuz you keep sitting down. oh Yah, Heard nic's new song on FM933 today.. seems that he's back.. keke.. think Jem muz be very happy uh.. Your idol back liao lehz.. Few weeks ago Jem was still complaining that Nic has vanished without a trace, never cut any new album.. Hmz.. So sianz.. today is Friday yet I am goin home after work.. Nowhere to go... Wanna go home and catch my last episode of La Xiong La Mei~ Jeanette Aw very pretty hoh.. I feel that she's kinda special.. she can have so many different outlooks.. "Gong gong" in Holland Village, Wild in La Xiong La Mei and Sexy in the commercial for the dunno wad jewellery shop(alwis saw the commercial on mrt) I muz say, I am mesmerized by her.. but I am not a homosexual lar! I am only interested in guys.. just that will alwis take a few extra looks at girls whom I find attractive.. keke.. Still remember last time when I was workina at Heeren, there's actually this Butch who came to my shop with her girlfriend.. hmz.. The butch is quite petite and quite attractive too..(unlike those I've seen b4 who looks tougher and bigger in size) Am sorta attracted by her for a split second.. Hmz. wonder if there'll be a tendency for me to become homosexual.. haha.. all my girlfriends betta be careful wor~ whahahah!!! =p Such a waste that she's interested in gers instead of guys.. Hmz.. time to knock off.. hope everyone have a nice weekend... ^_^
Thursday, May 13, 2004
"From the day you are born, you are getting nearer to death everyday. So instead of fearing death, why not take everyday as a day you've gained, treasure it, and live it to the fullest"
wow.. the most meaningful sentences I've heard this week... Hmz.. I've never ever thought of this, that we are getting nearer to death every day.. So that's why we muz do what we muz do today and not leave it till tomorrow. If not we may live to regret. I believe everyone has regrets in their life... while Some cant be undone, some can be prevented.. So we must learn from past experiences and grow up. As for me, I've really learnt alot from my previous relationship, make me grow up to be a tougher person. Anyway,a question to ponder. "What will you do if you are suddenly being told that you have only 1 month to live?"
Life is so boring... really getting very very bored as you get older and older.. went to Devil's Bar last Tues, NTU bash.. wah.. Cant deny that I'm getting old, cant dance liao. Hah.. By 1+ am was already all shaq out.. But Gil can still carry on dancing.. haha! 1st time go clubbing with Gil, never know that he can dance so well.. keke. Hmz.. sometimes I wonder what makes a person fall in love with another.. To me, I feel that there's no reason. Cuz whenever ppl ask me why i like a person, I cant give a good reason. haha.. Tink it all lies within the heart.. Oh yeah, talkin abt this, my good primary school frd, Jos, got a girlfriend liao. Heh.. congrats to him. Now only left with a few good friends of mine without girlfriend liao.. hmz.. Esp... Jeremy uh.. haha.. Jiayou wor~ Another day to Saturday.. the week passby so fast.. Getting older and older.. but achieving nothing.. Juz finish watchin La(4) Xiong(1) La(4) Mei(4) haiz.. sad lehz.. The guy died.. Hmz.. cant imagine if someone close to me is going to ... *touchwood* Wish everyone a healthy life~
wow.. the most meaningful sentences I've heard this week... Hmz.. I've never ever thought of this, that we are getting nearer to death every day.. So that's why we muz do what we muz do today and not leave it till tomorrow. If not we may live to regret. I believe everyone has regrets in their life... while Some cant be undone, some can be prevented.. So we must learn from past experiences and grow up. As for me, I've really learnt alot from my previous relationship, make me grow up to be a tougher person. Anyway,a question to ponder. "What will you do if you are suddenly being told that you have only 1 month to live?"
Life is so boring... really getting very very bored as you get older and older.. went to Devil's Bar last Tues, NTU bash.. wah.. Cant deny that I'm getting old, cant dance liao. Hah.. By 1+ am was already all shaq out.. But Gil can still carry on dancing.. haha! 1st time go clubbing with Gil, never know that he can dance so well.. keke. Hmz.. sometimes I wonder what makes a person fall in love with another.. To me, I feel that there's no reason. Cuz whenever ppl ask me why i like a person, I cant give a good reason. haha.. Tink it all lies within the heart.. Oh yeah, talkin abt this, my good primary school frd, Jos, got a girlfriend liao. Heh.. congrats to him. Now only left with a few good friends of mine without girlfriend liao.. hmz.. Esp... Jeremy uh.. haha.. Jiayou wor~ Another day to Saturday.. the week passby so fast.. Getting older and older.. but achieving nothing.. Juz finish watchin La(4) Xiong(1) La(4) Mei(4) haiz.. sad lehz.. The guy died.. Hmz.. cant imagine if someone close to me is going to ... *touchwood* Wish everyone a healthy life~
Monday, May 10, 2004
had a very unique mother's day this year.. juz finish painting my room with my mum.. been at it since tis afternoon.. super shaq.. still hv to go bathe lata b4 I can slp... and I have to work tmr!!! hmz.. changed the layout of my room 2dae.. keke.. my frd alwis ask me why I like to keep shifting my furniture ard, and I told him, cuz I like Xin Xian Gan(new and fresh feeling) Think itz the character of Aries. Aries get bored easily.. hence they alwis look for new and exciting things... even in relationship, they can never stand boredom.. their partner muzb someone who can give them the feelin of love, like they are fallin in love everydae.. haha.. well.. but think itz somewhat difficult to find such a relationship ba.. only the 1st three months is the "honeymoon" period.. after tt.. a couple sorta cool down I think..
anyway, Sharon's bday juz past.. so wish her a belated Happy Birthday.. but of cuz! I was there to celebrate with her during her Birthday.. my sister of 10yrs.. hmz.. time really flies..ahaha.. wonder y nowadays people keep guessin my age to be older den my actual age.. haiz.. izzit cuz I wear specs? Or izzit cuz I'm really old liao.. Haiz.. Kena eye infection again and this time itz even worse.. doc say wad gland infected, and I got a swell on the lower lid of my eye.. cant wear lens!! have already ordered my monthly lens.. now I tink I hv to change it to daily.. waste of $... oh yeah! Jos finished his exam.. keke.. finally can go Genting and KL soon~ so happy.. I wanna go shop and shop... and of cuz, not forgetting Genting.. keke.. wonder if I'll be this lucky again to experience the Genting rain..
oh yah.. my dad pillion me to CWP for mother's day dinner 2dae wor.. haha.. his bike.. hmz.. not bad lar.. Suzuki 400cc... but... with 3 boxes.. haha.. so sadz... the bike nice lehz.. and his helmet is even more power~ wahhaha! Itz the 1st time I see such helmet.. it has no visor... looks like a hat(but itz a helmet). Dad says itz the helmet last time.. SO KUKU Lor!!! and... I wore it... haha.. I really dunno to laugh or to feel embarassed... I believe I am the onli person with SUCH a "special" helmet on the road.. too bad I din tk the pic of the helmet.. haha. hmz.. feels kinda wierd ride with my dad.. haha.. but well... an experience anyway.. *yawnz* think I really shd go sleep liao... tmr is another tiring day.. hv to go work. and hv to go get contact lens cuz Tues goin to Devils' bar. NTU post exam celebration for Engineering I think..haha.. cannot wear specs go wor.. look so kuku.. anyway, haben been to Devils for a very long time too.. sorta miss the feeling of going there.. hope it'll be fun... hmz.. go bathe.. den go slp.. yeah!
anyway, Sharon's bday juz past.. so wish her a belated Happy Birthday.. but of cuz! I was there to celebrate with her during her Birthday.. my sister of 10yrs.. hmz.. time really flies..ahaha.. wonder y nowadays people keep guessin my age to be older den my actual age.. haiz.. izzit cuz I wear specs? Or izzit cuz I'm really old liao.. Haiz.. Kena eye infection again and this time itz even worse.. doc say wad gland infected, and I got a swell on the lower lid of my eye.. cant wear lens!! have already ordered my monthly lens.. now I tink I hv to change it to daily.. waste of $... oh yeah! Jos finished his exam.. keke.. finally can go Genting and KL soon~ so happy.. I wanna go shop and shop... and of cuz, not forgetting Genting.. keke.. wonder if I'll be this lucky again to experience the Genting rain..
oh yah.. my dad pillion me to CWP for mother's day dinner 2dae wor.. haha.. his bike.. hmz.. not bad lar.. Suzuki 400cc... but... with 3 boxes.. haha.. so sadz... the bike nice lehz.. and his helmet is even more power~ wahhaha! Itz the 1st time I see such helmet.. it has no visor... looks like a hat(but itz a helmet). Dad says itz the helmet last time.. SO KUKU Lor!!! and... I wore it... haha.. I really dunno to laugh or to feel embarassed... I believe I am the onli person with SUCH a "special" helmet on the road.. too bad I din tk the pic of the helmet.. haha. hmz.. feels kinda wierd ride with my dad.. haha.. but well... an experience anyway.. *yawnz* think I really shd go sleep liao... tmr is another tiring day.. hv to go work. and hv to go get contact lens cuz Tues goin to Devils' bar. NTU post exam celebration for Engineering I think..haha.. cannot wear specs go wor.. look so kuku.. anyway, haben been to Devils for a very long time too.. sorta miss the feeling of going there.. hope it'll be fun... hmz.. go bathe.. den go slp.. yeah!
Monday, May 03, 2004
hmz.. itz lunchtime now.. finished my lunch early, noting to do.. so here to blog.. hmz.. tink i wakey on the wrong side of bed tis morn.. cuz been feeling so moody for the whole day for no reason. anyway, daniel ong and sheikh haikel did a poll on the topic related to "sex" in morning madness tis morning.. getting listeners to call in.. and answer a few qns. they are trying to find out how Singaporeans perceive "sex" nowadays in Singapore.. and though Singapore is a conservative country, the results they get really shocked me, and lead me thinkin if we are gonna be like UK.. The questions ask and results attained were :
1. have you ever have sex in a public place - 87%
2. have you ever been unfaithful to your partner - 69%
3. have you ever had a threesome - 50%
4. have you ever kissed someone of the same sex - (9 in 10 gers; 1 in 10 guys said yes)
5. did you lost your virginity b4 16 - 80% (of the 80%, 100% said they lost at 15)
Some public make out places told by the listeners are :
Cinema, Toilet, carpark, airport, HDB staircase, on top of the bus, Fort caning, and 1 listener even said He did it at orchard MRT Station.. somewhere behind Wisma or where. Din really catch it.. haha.. DIn know that such a private act can actually be done in such a public place... Singaporeans are really getting very open-minded.. Izzit because of their urge, or izzit cuz of the excitement..
The results were stunning uh.. hmz.. maybe those listeners who did not do those above were too shy to call iN? And comparing our population to UK, we have a even higher rate then UK (I forgot the statistics for UK) hmz.. so wad does the above results lead you thinkin? Ask yourself, outta the 5 qns... which of them actually refers to you.. Sometimes I really wonder what will Singapore become in the future.. Something for you to think about uh.. oh.. times up. hmz. felt so much betta after blogging.. haha.. funny me.. back to work~ ^_^
1. have you ever have sex in a public place - 87%
2. have you ever been unfaithful to your partner - 69%
3. have you ever had a threesome - 50%
4. have you ever kissed someone of the same sex - (9 in 10 gers; 1 in 10 guys said yes)
5. did you lost your virginity b4 16 - 80% (of the 80%, 100% said they lost at 15)
Some public make out places told by the listeners are :
Cinema, Toilet, carpark, airport, HDB staircase, on top of the bus, Fort caning, and 1 listener even said He did it at orchard MRT Station.. somewhere behind Wisma or where. Din really catch it.. haha.. DIn know that such a private act can actually be done in such a public place... Singaporeans are really getting very open-minded.. Izzit because of their urge, or izzit cuz of the excitement..
The results were stunning uh.. hmz.. maybe those listeners who did not do those above were too shy to call iN? And comparing our population to UK, we have a even higher rate then UK (I forgot the statistics for UK) hmz.. so wad does the above results lead you thinkin? Ask yourself, outta the 5 qns... which of them actually refers to you.. Sometimes I really wonder what will Singapore become in the future.. Something for you to think about uh.. oh.. times up. hmz. felt so much betta after blogging.. haha.. funny me.. back to work~ ^_^
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