~mUmMy's bAcK~

Yeah~! mUmmy is coming home today from Thailand. Hmz.. everyone is going overseas for holiday but I have to stay in Singapore. No choice, no money and no time. Work is using up all my time.

Still waiting for Mummy. WOnder what she got me! Haha! of cuz I am not missing her gifts only lar. I miss her alot too. The whole house seems so lonely without her around these few days. Daddy is doing all the cooking and washing. Hmz.. I did my part too. I wash the dishes sometimes. Haha! Anyway, realised that Daddy loves us alot during this period of time.

Eg. My bro has finished all the rice when I reach home just now. Said that I will cook noodles but, well, being the typical lazy me, I never cook. So... before Daddy went to bed, he actually cook somemore rice and ask me to go and eat! WOw!! I was soooooo touched.. *sobz sobz* I will love Daddy even more from now on.

ANyway, Mummy just called! Yeah! She's back! Going down to fetch her with Weihan(My youngest Bro lar) later at 12am!! Lalala~ Soooo Happy today.



My little Pooh Pooh~


Bought this necklace yesterday. It looks nicer in real life lar.

~Friday Again~
Hmz.. Hiz all~ I know, long time no blog uh. Very very busy and tired mahz. Actually, it's not a good thing if you guys see an entry on my blog. Cause that simply means I brought work home and do and since I've to work till real late, I relax abit by ranting 1st. Haha! Sad uh.

Anyway, am waiting for Mr Alex Ang in the office now so let me blog abit. Well, this week has been a very peaceful week in the office. Everybody's good, especially my manager! Hehe. Cause no flare ups! I can work better too. SOmetimes it really do get very stress and tense when the atmosphere in the office is not good. Will affect work performance too. But anyway, this has really been a fantastic week in office. Yeah!

Went DBL O last saturday. After hibernating for so long, it feels real good to be out there listening to loud music, drinking and dancing away. Not alwis though cause it's a bad hobby to club often. Had a really long talk with Uly about Ah Ron too. Hmz.. SOmetimes guys see things differently from we gers.

An example is this. They feel that they are obliged to spend more time with you but we feel that they are controlling us.

Anyway, what's most important is that love is still there lar.

Dearie bought me a pooh pooh soft toy yesterday. Hmz.. Felt like I'm behaving like a spoilt little kid. Was feeling very bored so ask Dearie to acc me for a walk at Causeway Point yesterday. Felt abit down so asked Dearie to eat ice-cream with me. Love the little Pooh hence ask Dearie to buy for me. See!! Like a spoilt little girl rite. But Dearie is the best! Give in to my each and every whine though he is tired and full. *Muacks* for the guy who love and dote on me so much. ^_^

Well.. enough of compliments for him. Wanted to post some photos but some probs. Till next time then~!

~dEpResSed~

Isetan at wisma is having a flood now. SInce 7pm. What a news. Heard that itz quite bad. How do I know? Cuz one of my hair salon is located there. But exactly how bad it is, will just have to wait for the news.

Am still in the office now. What a Friday uh. Was looking forward towards going home just now cuz gonna meet Dearie for dinner and movie. Rushed through all my work so that I can bring the rest of the work home. But seems that he's going KTV tonight with his frds. Haiz. I can't join him cuz I have to work through the nite again. Might as well let me stay in the office and work till I drop dead. Then my soul will go back home and continue working till it disperse. What a thought. But am just too depressed. I lack of sleep, pimples popping out, looking more like auntie cuz dun even have the energy to dress up and most importantly, I don't have a life. Yes, I am feeling depressed. I feel like having someone there to hug and comfort and just be there for me when I work. aRgGgH!!

Had already asked mummy not to cooked my dinner cuz told her will be home late. Guess I might just go home and eat bread. WHatever. Dun feel hunger anymore. Just feel sianz and sianz....

Nahz, dunwan to blog anymore.

~天國~

Will definitely try my best to reach home before 10pm every Monday and Tuesday to catch my favourite show at the moment. The show which I just finish watching. 天国的阶梯. Fantastic show. 太浪漫了. How I hope that I am the female lead. Though there are devastating and heartbreaking situations, it feels really good to have someone to love you this much.. Someone to protect you so. Hmz.. the feelings is juz hard to describe. Can only say that it's a very fairytale feeling. Anyone have the VCD? haha!

Had a very fun and interesting weekend. Actually wanted to blog all out but time is running out for me. I have to work now. These few weeks at work is really hectic. Can really feel my body starting to wear out. Nearly black out at work today. Terrible. Never had such a feeling before. Guess it due to my stress at work, lack of sleep and my stupid eyes, giving me prob again. Anyway, I promise myself to blog out all the events that happened for the past three days, Fri Sat & Sun, with photos up! ^_^

~nO enErgY leFt~

How is it possible that people are filled with energy to go clubbing and go out and have fun when I am totally shaq out with not a teeny weeny bit of energy left? Cannot believe that I can't even stand a night of overnight majong session last Saturday. I asked Dearie to take over my seat and guess what? I WENT STRAIGHT TO BED!!! OMG! What's happening to me? My body feel like 50years old.. Haiz...

Anyway, waiting for Jason lor! Supposed to meet him for dinner at 7pm but the time now is 730 and he said that he will be later than that. Haiz.. I am falling asleep. In a dilemna to bring work home and do anot. Been doing that for the past 2 days, which means to say.. been sleeping at 1+ to 2+ am. Have a feeling that my body cannot take it today that's why I am still thinking and thinking and thinking.. -_-?

Anyway, been lunching in for these 2 days. Noodles yesterday and chicky rice today!! But guess what's the surprising thing? Nancy cooked all these in the office with just a microwave! Whaha! Isn't she amazing. Learnt alot of things in this company, not only work wise and humanity wise but learnt cookery too! I am really lucky.. ^_^

*yawnz yawnz* Hungry and not tired. hmz.. wad rubbish am I typing. My brain is sleeping.. zzZzz
















mY cup in office which I use to drink coffEe. cUtE? The cup WeiZhong gave to me is still in my office too!!

~FrIdAy nItE~

Where am I? In the office but leaving soon. Hmz.. Dearie told me that he's going out with his friends later. Hmz.. SOmeone is different now uh. Last time alwis at home but now alwis go out drinking and clubbing and KTV with his friends liao uh.

Well, good in a way cause I know that he wun feel bored at home or without me. How do I feel inside though? nah.. Wun tell. =X

Meeting my dear Ron for dinner later. Oso dunno where we'll be going after that. Seems that life is getting boring. No place to go. We are aimless. I think this is the reason why I don't mind spending time in the office and work sometimes. Cause I oso dunno where to go!! *sobz sobz*

Juz feel like blogging out my thoughts when I feel like it. Cause I know that by the time I reach home I wun blog and after few days have past, I wun even bother to think back to events that happen before. -_-"

Goooo out lor~! Ja Ja~

~hApPiNeSs vS uNhApPiNeSs~

Haben been blogging ever since I change my blogskin. Such a waste. I really like this blog skin. Love the words.

I wish for a fairyland.. where the word 'unhappy' doesn't exist in the dictionary.

I believe everyone also hope that their life is only filled with happiness.But who ever learn if unhappiness don't exist?? Everyone learnt things the hard way. Just like me. These few days had been quite bad for me coz my work got cock up due to my carelessness. Felt so down and moody and depressed and demoralized. Haha. Do I sound too exaggerated? But really do not feel good inside. But it's also because of this that I keep telling myself to be more awake and alert when doing things. Guess now it's all work and work in my life. Never ever thought that there will be this day. Work may be stressful but it's enjoyable at the same time. When you accomplish your targeted workload you really feel a sense of fulfilment and satisfaction.

Feel asleep on the cab just now. Really can't keep my eyes open and my brain awake. Sleeping on the cab suddenly reminds me that I used to love to sleep on a moving car. Dunno why, but the feeling is juz shiok! Guess it feels like a Baby sleeping in a sarong and Mummy rocking Baby to sleep. Hehe! Anyway, I always keep myself awake whenever I take cab alone because...


Fear Factor 1 - Who knows what route the driver will take. He may just take you on a roundabout trip with you sleeping soundly on the car. A waste of time and money.

Fear Factor 2 - What if the driver turns out to be a bad guy and drive you to some unknown places and ... *Scary*

Going to bathe soon. Pimples popping out. Think it's due to stress. But this will be a good experience and training for me. I will take all stress in my stride. *Gambatte*

~Bad WeEk aT wOrK~

Haben been home so early for such a long time. I reach home at 9pm tonight. Eh, not that early for you guys I know but itz considered early for me, at least for this period of time.

Was walkin along orchard road on my way home after work when suddenly I have such a lonely feeling. Everywhere around me are couples and groups of people, nicely dressed and smiles on their face. They seem to be heading to a fun night ahead while I'm all by myself, carrying the heavy laptop home again. Yeah, should have guessed it uh. Bringing work home again which means late night again. Oh yah, and I am working tomorrow. Sadz. No choice though.

The tension and atmosphere in office this week hadn't been that good. Backstabbing, lies, double headed people, tai chi master etc. Ours is a Small but potential office, alot of 'politicians' to be. Kena attacked twice this week. Been in my company for 9 months and this is the 1st time I felt the attack.

Kena farked by a very bad tempered person on Wednesday, my own colleague who dun even have any rights and control over me. Plain bad attitude. Was really so fed up and angry but luckily I managed to keep my cool. No use getting myself all angry and worked up. Juz that our relationship will never be the same anymore, at least not in my heart. Not that I am petty or what, juz that I forgive but I never forget. I do not want the same thing to happen again as I dun deserve this kinda treatment.

2nd incident happened today.Kena blamed for something which is not my fault, but anyway, this incident made me see what's really "empty vessels make the most noise". Not really angry as I feel that "he" has really made a fool of "herself". SImply this tot is good enough to disperse all unhappiness. ^_^

Still have so much on my mind that I wanna rant and rant, but time is really short. Should start doing my work if not my weekend is gonna be work n no play!!

To Be Continued...

~Movies and Steamboat~

Kain has been complaining that I have no updates uh. Everytime come to my blog will see "Juz out from my bathroom smelling like a baby" Well.. Know what? I juz came out of the bathroom again, and smelling like a baby again! Haha! =p

Anyway, have to wait for my hair to dry before I can enter dreamland, so decided to blog. Should be keying in the invoices but after much persuading, I decided to be lazy and rest my brain and come blogging instead. Hehe. Watched "The Maid" today with Dearie, Ron and Uly. Hmz.. not a really very fantastic show but scary to me, cuz alot of sudden scene to scare you outta ur wits. Dearie got scared too at certain scenes ok. So I am not the only weakling!! Haha!!

Went dinner at Marina South after that. Yeah! Itz steamboat! Chong Pang steamboat. Had mentioned in my previous entry that Chong Pang Steamboat is betta den Zhen Fa Steamboat rite? Gorge ourselves in crabs! Barbacued butter Zim Gong! Whaha!! Although get all smokey and smelly, enjoyed ourselves. Cuz itz been so long since I last had steamboat at MS.. WHen's the last time? hmz.. it was before Xiang had Wendy. Haha! Ages uh! Still remembered that I went there for Kite flying with Xiang, Ariel and Jere before heading for the steamboat.

Ron and I enjoying our ice cream after the crab feast


The Aftermath

Anyway, poor Dearie lost his hp yesterday. Where n when? No idea. cant find it in the cinema and swensen. Hv to spend $$ and buy a new 1 lor. Talkin about Cinema, watched Charlie and the Chocolate Factory yesterday. I like Johnny Depp. Why? Think I m wierd, but I like him cuz he remind me of Michael Jackson. A man yet abit like a woman. Dunno how to describe. Forget it.

What did I watch on Fri? Hmz. Yah, watched Must love Dogs with Jason. How I love those dogs. Muz get a dog of my own when I get married. that's for sure. My hubby must be someone who love me enough to let me keep dogs. Hehe. *Dreamingz* Well, that's 3 movies for 3 consecutive days. Good. Cuz I LOVE MOVIES!!

Itz late.. have to sleep. Another busy day and week ahead. Hair is still wet but.. what to do? =(

~mY tOtS aGaIn~

Juz out from my bathroom smelling like a baby.. =p Haben been home so early on weekdays for such a long time.. Anyway, took the train home today. Due of the outrageous OT I've been putting into my work, been indulging myself in the comfort of cab for the past 2 weeks, so much so that I'm sorta addicted. Hehe. Was kinda not used to it when I was walking from my busstop to my blk.. And also cause of my bad experience, I'm now extra careful and observant when walkin past the carpark and back home. Have to admit, I am abit scared...

Received Mel's sms today. Finally. Am surprised. Haben been contacting me for quite awhile. Was still thinkin of him when I was bathing juz now. Never thought that he will sms me.. Been feeling very moody nowadays. Reason being something which I have no wish to disclose. I know what someone is thinking of. DUN EVEN THINK OF ASKING ME OK DEAR!! Am not being loud with the caps. Juz wanna pass the message that everyone will have thoughts which they dun wish to discuss or rather, prefer to keep it to themselves. I, for an instance, am such a person. Well, don't used to be like this but somehow have became quite withdrawn over the years, especially after stepping out into the "adult world". Not to worry though, cause I am still the same old me. Still optimistic..

Stepped into a battlefield this morn.. Shouldn't go into the details. Backstabbing, unfairness, unappreciated, selfishness, all bad traits seem to be found in every corner. SOmetimes, my patience and temper wear out too, but what can I do besides tolerating? It's not easy to come into this world but itz even more difficult to survive in this world. Hmz.. do I sound pessimistic and depressed? Tend to get into such a mood occasionally. What to do? We are human with feelings and emotion.

Met up with Yi Xiang(Misa) for dinner today. Haben seen him since when I was still workin at Minou, which was... 1+ year ago. Saw my ex supervisor from OBar. Saw him once at delifrance @ Paragon few months ago. Now, saw him at Swensen. Change job real fast. Haha! But of cuz, to each his own. Wherever provides a betta remuneration and prospect, you'll go.

Haiz.. My tummy is giving me problem again. HATE IBS!!! There's no cure for it. The only way to make it feel better is to take 3 meals regularly and refraining from fried, oily and spicy food. What's the pleasure of food then? Sadz.

*IBS SUX!*

~mY tHoUgHtS~

Am surfing flowerpod, looking for some sprees in progress but seems that all sprees have closed. Haiz.. In the mood to shop and spend recently but it's alwis the case when you wanna spend, there's nothing that catches your attention. WHen you dun wanna spend, there'll be so many stuff out there calling out to you.. "Buy Me! Take me HOME!!"

SUpposed to have a majong session with Ron and friends today, but have postponed it to next week. Am really too shaq out for the past 2 weeks with OT at work. I finally get the chance to slp for more than 12hrs today but what I got in return is a swollen eye. Haiz! I can't seem to wear lens anymore.. my left eye is really playing me out. Only wore lens once in 2 weeks and yet my eye hurts. Think I must really start saving up and go for lasik.

Although been doing tonnes of OT, this company really provide me with the experience which I never have thought I can gained. All thanks to Nancy too. I remembered Yue Yang once told me. You need luck besides the hardwork you put in. Even if you really work hard but no one appreciates and no one sees it, it simply only means hard work gone down the drain. For me, I think Nancy muz be my 贵人. Although she's only in the company for a short 5 months, she taught me alot. From simple admin duties to complex human related issues. Everything that you can't learn from your boss, she's willing to teach. Not only these. She has indirectly paved out the future that I want. Before, I never know what is it that I really want in my career. Now, I know what I want and slowly, I am planning my path towards the goal. Itz not gonna be easy due to financial probs, but I know I will achieve it one day.

Been feeling down recently. Relationships are juz so fragile. Be it friendship or love. People who used to care for you can just disappear from your life without you knowing why. You tried to get an answer but you just simply get none that's sincere. As you get older, your circle of friends get smaller. Have a really really good friend, Michelle. Hang out together with Fang and Ron when we were in secondary school and poly. Ever since she got married, our relationship with her seems to have distant too. Occasionally we do meet up but the "Occasionally" just get lesser and lesser. Fang with her boyfriend, studies and work, is also too busy to meet up with us. The only person left whom we still meet up frequently will be Sharon. My one and only primary school good frd. Am really glad that she found me few yrs back when we were in secondary school. This, is called fate. Lost and found after 3/4 yrs. Sometimes she really have a terrible attitude but still, this is a friendship I'll cherish for life. Of course, the same goes to Fang, Ting, Yunmei, Chingyi. I have limited good ger friends.

COngrats to Kain's bro. Tying the knot tomorrow. Think the ROM is a happy place to work in cause everyday you'll see happy couples exchanging the promises of love and commitment in times poverty and wealth, sickness and health, and the bands that will bind them together from then on. I don't think of marriage as much as compared to before, cause it seems such a far away thing now. My wish now is to settle down in my career and hopefully a chance to further my studies.

I think I've blogged quite abit today. Actually there are many many more thoughts in me but I am tired. Not tired of blogging, but tired of having to relinguish all the thoughts and memories that bring my mood down. I think I'll have to take a break..

~oT with a cRaB~

Let me recapped..

20July - OT till 11pm
21July - OT till 10.30pm
22July - OT till 11pm
25July - OT till 11pm
26July - OT till 10.30pm
Currently - Still in the process of 'OT'ing

Wad a life ya.. Let's see.. why OT with a crab? Below is the ans..


This is mine and Nancy's dinner.. Cost us 10bucks lehz! But someone's treat. Thanks to the someone. Hehe.

NOW my crab is reduced to...... NOTHING!! haha! All in mine and Nancy's tummy. After so many days of late nights at work, think life's gonna be betta for me soon. While, that's for awhile before the next month.. Hopefully this will be the last month of OT though. I sacrificed my weekend last week to key in all my invoices. Haiz... sadz uh.. But NVM!!! Has came to a close! Gonna enjoy my weekend this week.

Poor Kain.. Sicked.. Down with Fever yesterday but still go to work today. BTH him.. still say kena influenced by me. Alamak. I am not such a workaholic hoh! Oh yeah, congrats congrats Kain Kain...congrats on the recovery of ur family members and good fortune and the happy occasion that's coming..

~wOrKiN aGaIn~

It's a Saturday, but here I am, at home in my living hall, workin and blogging. Must be wondering why not in my room. Cuz my good old bro is doin project in my room with his friends. Shooting film, making my room a BIG mess. 1 of my cupboard is out in the hall and my bed is not in the original place anymore. Haha!! Hmz.. guess my brother is gonna be a future director.

Anyway, been on good terms with a couple of my suppliers recently. Andrea and Ben. They are nice person to chat with. Ben actually gave me a Winnie the pooH bouncy ball. Haha. Hmz... thatz sweet and thoughtful of him. Said that he happened to see it, find it cute so get it for me. Hmz.. must be cause I'm so cute too. Whaha!! ok, i know.. BHB!

My academy's principal went to HongKong last month and got all of us someting, and her courier finally arrived yesterday. Guess what she got for Nancy and Me? SOmeting useful. A measuring tape keychain!!
Hehe. Since I'm the 1st to receive the gift, I got to choose the colour 1st. Keke. Hmzz.. chose Pink. Am into pink nowadays and my principal told me that people who choose pink feel like having someone to dote on and take care of her now. Hmz.. guess that's what I am feeling now.. Been workin till late at night these few days cuz of the keyin on of invoices. Haiz.. have to be busy till end of next week. Poor Nancy too. She's so busy till she have no time for her family too. Hmz.. guess that's what you have to sacrifice to get something done.


Read Kain's blog. Sorry to hear that so many thing's happening to your dad and Grandpa... Hope they get well soon. DUn worry too much ok. *Sniff Sniff* smell curry. Mummy cooked curry! Hehe. Need to concentrate on my work now. Have tonnes of invoices to key in.

~a lOnG & tIrIng nIt3 2 B~

Wad a pathetic night I'm having.. Had to spend 45mins at the police station cause of the case (some of you will know what's the case) and just because there's no bus from Admiralty to my place, I had to walk all the way home, carrying a heavy laptop and a bag. OMG!! My hands are becoming sooooo rough. Weak with hunger, I struggled my way back, only to find.... NO DINNER!!!! Have to cook Maggi Mee.. haiz.. Not to mention I have to burn midnight oil later to key in the invoices.. (and I thought my midnight oil period is over once I grad from poly) Can someone tell me if my night is bad enough?

ANyway.. Congrats to my Dear Adeline, gave birth recently to a very cute and pretty baby girl. Went down to Mount Alvernia with Nancy to visit her. Hmz.. made me feel like havin a baby and family of my own too. Hehe. But itz too early now. There are still many things in my life which I have yet to accomplish.



Finally finished my 2months Web Design course last Fri. Hmz.. was kinda sad when receiving the certs. Though the lessons were tiring & shaq (cause have to go every mon & fri after work and end soooo late), I enjoyed myself. My course mates are all friendly and fun. Not to mention 1 who's so cute, alwis pose alot of questions to Shah. Glad that I joined this course.. not only did I get to gain more knowledge, I get to know more people, especially my 1st month trainer, KAIN SNG!!! Hehe.. Hmz.. a cute little (though 1 month older den me) and sincere guy I must say. Most importantly, new majong kaki. Talkin about majong, lost majong last sun. Hmz.. seems that luck is goin down. Lady luck no longer smiling at me. I really have no luck in gambling. Luckily I am not a 烂赌鬼. Hehe.. I juz like to play majong for the sake of playing, not gambling.

Have to go back to work.. gotta key in at least 2 days on sales tonight, if not my whole week is gonna be burnt... KAIN KAIN KAIN!!! I UPDATE MY BLOOOOOOOOOOOOOGGGG LE!! keke.. =p

~All Photos~

Kain keep saying my blog chao sng liao... so bad... Kain Sng uh.. =p ANyway... here're my entries. Actually not much entry oso.. Too tired to type any words in.. Anyway... COngrats to Xiang!! Thanks for inviting us to your wedding. Be good to wendy ya.

~1 July 05, Xiang's Wedding~


Xiang, Jeryl and Kenneth doing up the bridal car for the big day


All of us who attended XIang's wedding (Kenneth is the photographer so he's nt in the foto)


Group foto with the bridegroom.. Where's the bride?


Taken with flowers..

~30 June 05, Rita's Last Day~

Rita's last day of work today. So sad.. now office is left with only Nancy and I..


Karen, Nancy, Rita and Me

~sHaQ~

Juz came back home.. had a long day.. well.. as with every Mon and Fri cuz had to attend course. Anyway, mentioned that Jason read all the entries on my blog earlier rite. Well.. another surprise I had in store for me.. Kain juz told me that he has also finish readin all my entries.. Hmz.. ok lar.. praise you lar.. u are more powerful lor... FInish readin within 2 hrs.. hehe. Anyway, thanks for takin the effort to read (Though there are many entries which you dun understand. Keke)

Wanna go to sleep actually, but.. I found my ITunes CD yesterday!!! hehe!! Soooooo happy! Cuz I can finally transfer new songs to my Ipod. Been wanting to download so many songs but I cant find my cd and bro has deleted the software from his laptop. I am a happy girl now. Keke.

Poor Jason, came all the way from Jurong after he finished work in the morning..met me for lunch for an hour and he has to go all the way back to Jurong again. I know you are reading this Long Shan.. =p I never bully you uh.. At least I treat you makan yong tau fu.. hehe.. But anyway, appreciate your effort lar. Thanks. ^_^

Hmz.. I shall juz end here.. Oh yah, forgot to add something. My supplier sent me a pic of her daughter last friday. Her daughter is sooooooooooooooooooooo cute and pretty lor!!!! The eyes are sooooo big!! Too bad I can't share the pic. Ain't good to post ppl's pic without permission lar.. Can onli keep the good thing to myself.. hehe.. Muz go sleep soon.. Shaq out.. Nitezzz all...

~aNoThEr bLaDiNg dAy~

Juz came back from ECP... supposed to go Sentosa this noon, but we realized that itz too late, hence we changed the destination to ECP... David and ROn left early though. Only Winnie and I waited for Dechao and his friends to reach for rollerblading. Yeah.. Rollerblading. Come to thing of it, haben blade for half a year.. When I 1st put on my blades, I felt so shaky.. Luckily I stablized after a while.. hehe.. Was so afraid that I wun noe how to blade after so long.

Anyway, WInnie brought her Schnauzer(Celia) and Jack Russell(Dovey) along to ECP.. wanted to take pics of them but forgot. SO SADZ!!! Had to pull Dovey with me while blading... Hmz.. not that I am that skillful enough to pull lar, but bo bianz. Dechao pulling WInnie and Celia so I have to help with Dovey lor. ANyway, Winnie, Dechao together with Celia and Dovey look like 1 small happy family wor. Keke!

I fell down today lehz.. Was pulling DOvey and we came to this slope with right and left turn and the pavement is not very smooth so I fell.. but luckily I fell on the grass, minimized my injury. Anyway, juz bleed alittle on the knees. No prob. Dechao fell too, while trying to minimized Winnie's fall.. Poor dear Ah CHao... told me tt his butt is still pain now.. Keke..

Anyway.. was chatting with Jason in the noon when he told me something that really stunned me. . He had finished reading all my entries.. since 2003, within.. hmz.. 2 nights? Or was it 3 nights? Anyway, was juz surprised. I din noe that someone will actually bother to read all the entries.. all the way dated back to 2003... Hmz.. are you feeling bored and nothing to do huh? Hehe.. But am happy that someone actually bothered to read. To me, all the entries are my past, my memories, something for me to reflect on, fall back on, should I lost my memories 1 day.. At least I'll oso know that I once knew someone should I not contact the person anymore in future. Oh.. emo again.. Hehe.. nah.. this time I am not.. Cuz I had a very happy day, wun feel emo. Keke..

*sniff Sniff* Smell something bad? Thatz me.. haben bath yet!! Need to go bath now.. feelin sticky all over. Ttz all folks! May I not have Monday Blues tmr.. have to go for course again tmr. *yawnz*

~I wAnNa gO bAcK tO tHe pAsT~

ok, I know.. haben been blogging for a long long time... for ages. Well, been kinda busy these few weeks. But if you gonna ask me what I m busy with, i really have no answer.. It's just that I reach home late(not wee hours of cuz) after work almost everyday..

Anyway, my dear dear Rita tendered her resignation yesterday. She's gonna work till end of this month. Quite a sad news for me. Though I have only known her for around 8 months, I confide in her almost everything, my deepest thoughts, my troubles. I do not treat her as a colleague, but as a friend, a true friend.. Anyway, I wish her the best of luck in her career. May your wish be fulfilled soon...

My schedule for the whole of next week is full sia.. Can't believe that I have so many things on.. I still hv my stitching to rush through.. haiz.. How am I supposed to complete it on time??

Finally receive Xiang's weddin invitation card yesterday... My heart is so filled with unknown emotions.. Memories juz flash back into my mind... how we used to skip morning lessons during poly and hv breakfast at delifrance or burger king instead.. how much fun all of us have during our twice/year chalet, how we used to confide in each other our problems.. juz alot of memories. Now, someone's status is different.. Guess we've really grown up, all with different responsibilities. How I wish I can go back to the past... Not say that I hate to grow up, but I juz miss the past..

Am getting so emo... guess I should just end my entry...

~Mel Back from tAiWaN~

Melvin came back from Taiwan this morning 3am... Met up with him and khoo after that... well... finally back after 21 days.. seems so long, yet so short... time flies... Was at dbl o the day he left. was at dbl o again the day he returns.. is it a coincidence?

Anyway.. someone enjoyed himself thoroughly during the 3 days R&R at Taiwan. Lotsa pretty gers to see.. Glad to know that he had fun.

Feeling quite down.. probs all coming back.. haiz... moody moody..

Happened to see this sentence on a frd's blog..

Do you love someone because u need them, or do u need someone because u love them?

So what do you all think? I think itz because you love someone, thatz y you need them.. At least.. thatz the case for me... but alwis be very careful with who you love. Cuz who you love may not return your love...

~jUz aNotHer eNtRy~

Juz realized that I have not blogged for a long time... nearly forgotten that I have a blog again. Hmz.. Guess am juz too busy to blog.. or shd I say, tired and lazy... Anyway...

Congratulations to Ah Xiang... tying the knot with Wendy on 1 July 2005..

Well... who would have guessed that he'll get married so fast.. think everyone is juz shocked and surprised. But still... wishing him an everlasting love and marriage...

Mel brought me to a really nice place for dinner on fri... went to Serangoon Gardens Country Club for dinner.. the ambience of the restaurant is really nice... and romantic. haha!! Hmz.. itz really e 1st time that someone actually planned and bring me to somewhere nice... no guys I'm ever with ever did such tings to me.. Itz not the money or anything that counts.. Most importantly.. itz the heart and the sincerity and thoughts that counts.. I am really touched..

Anyway... Mel's in Taiwan now... having his OCS training.. Juz hope that he'll take care of himself...

Been very busy at work recently too.. so much work to do... but so little time... haiz.. things get cocked up... haiz... wad can I say about work besides sighing?

TIme to go to sleep... been so tired recently... falling sick I think.. goodnite to all