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Had a Very tiring day sia.. slept so late yesterday, wakey so early today, juz for the sake of goin to ECP with Xiang, Jeryl, Yiming and Jianzhong.. Luckily Xiang drive, if not have to wakey even earlier. haha.. Hmz.. actually wanna go learn blading, but YM did not bring his blades, so we went cycling.. think I've not exercised for a long time, I feel so tired only after 100mins of riding.so lousy. Went for a stroll after we returned the bicycles.. and this is when I discovered that the beach at ECP has became even dirtier than last time!!! Though I know it has never really been clean lar. haha! So sadz. Saw This golden retriever on our way. onli 2-3months old.. buay tahan.. very very cute! I wanna kidnap it home!!! Asked Ym and Xiang dey all to help me asked the owner if I can take pics of the dog, but seems that no one dared to! Kaoz! sO in the end I asked myself. wahha.. Cuz I really can't resist it. itz too cute!!! I oso wanna keep a dog but mum dun allow.. so sadz. nvm, I'll wait till I get married. heh..

Tmr is another new start of the week.. so sianz. Will look forward to Wed.. hehe.. cuz Dearie coming back next wed, all the way long long weekend till Sun! hehe.. Den can take pics with Dearie liao! He has not seen my baby yet.. cuz outfield this week.. haiz. And who said Officer is very "eng"?? Rubbish! My dearie is too busy to acc me lehz. wahahahah!!!

~mY bAbY~



hmz.. looks abit blur uh? Anyway... presentiiiinnnggg.... mY bAby!~!~!~ hehe. Panasonic Lumix DMC-FX1. Sometimes, not going out on a weekend may not be a bad thing afterall wor~ Supposed to meet Weizhong at ECP after work today, but due to certain reasons, we din meet. And since I'm not meetin him, I get to meet my dad at CWP courts and got my baby~ keke.. time to save liao.. bought webcam yest, baby 2dae. wah! broke liao. anyway, Ah boy told me I've not blogged for 1 week.. haha.. so Here I AM! ~Ta DA~ keke.. well.. time is abit late liao.. so I am quite crazy liao. Took quite a few pics with Weizhong on Wed at One Fullerton and outside The Esplanade.. hehe.. The above is 1 of them.. YourS tRue|y aNd hIs trUe|y~ His digicam very fun.. cuz got many different modes.. Mine dun hv.. but I still love mine all the same. ^_^ hmz.. all I hv to say is.. I had a very very tiring week.. and I m feelin dizzy now... sO.... *KO*

|oNe|iNeSs
people said that I have many friends, my life is very happening, but y izzit that there's this feeling of loneliness that's sweeping over me? When I need someone to be with me, to acc me, noone close to me is there.. Haiz.. everyone is busy with their own life.. work, friends, ns, boyfriends.. Feeling of loneliness is really eating me up.. Really really miss school life, esp Poly.. workin life is juz too boring, esp in an office. wEekend doesn't seem any betta too.. cuz everyting is so routine.. what do I want? I wan excitement.. Wanna dispel the feeling of loneliness.. hw come people have Mon bluez but i alwis catch the Fri bluez??

you can start a friendship by fallin in love, you can love ur good friend, but never let the person know. if not things will turn awkward, and your friendship will never be the same anymore.. yeah? agree? jUz what I feel anyway..

~@~|oNe|y dAy~@~

mEmOrIeS
Have been feeling very tired at work this week.. hmz.. never did anyting much, think itz due to lack of sleep. eVerynite catch Holland V laR.. waste my precious sleepin time. haha! I went for yoga today wor~ hehe.. mY 1st time trying yoga.. cuz one of my colleague cannot make it, so ask me to replace her.. hMz.. luckily another colleague who is about the same built as me has extra outfit to spare. keke. hMz.. itz quite tiring sia.. stretch all your muscles. the instructor said yoga is to sorta lengthen ur muscles, different from gym where ur muscles is shorten to hv the small little bulge.. keke.. aNyway.. the instructor also said that doin certain pose of yoga can also increase your height abit.. mostly because it will correct your posture, hence taller.. will also correct your breathing etc.. haha.. can say that yoga is really fun.. and it makes u feel at peace too.. the feelin is so nice.. next time think i'll try at home with dim lights and aromatherapy.. keke

hmz.. yesterday winson sent me a song.. find the song kinda familiar.. den after listening awhile, I realise that itz a song which a good friend of mine once played to me.. hmz.. this song trigger many memories for me.. recalled how good we used to be..anyway, things change over time.. Sometimes, ppl walk into your heart, leave a mark, and then they leave again.. even though they may juz be someone insignificant, bt the mark, the memories they left.. are forever... watchin meteor garden 2 now.. wah.. daomingsze really exude a kinda charm in this show.. hehe...

taken at the airport. the continents shown on the globe are made of different coins from different countries


aS usual.. wakey at 130pm again.. hmz.. feel like a pig.. hehe... Slept at ard 3+ yest nite.. was talkin to dearie.. till he felt tired.. =p went facial with mummy yesterday, the person poke and poke my pimples, made my face full of many little red dots.. but still went ahead to meet Ah ron, ah bear and dearie. supposed to catch Harry Porter, but Ron and Bear dunwan. so sAdz. so we went for dinner at Ajisen. After dinner, itz the most dreaded moment for the guys. keke. Ron and I went shopping!! the guys can only go "OMG" haha! anyway, nothing much to shop too, cuz itz kinda late liao.. all shops close liao.. so bored.. spore really sooo bored.

Watched The Punisher with Xiao Hou on fri~ Was really having the Friday bluez manz.. everyone is busy with their own stuff.. so I went on a lonely journey back home.. haiz.. bUT!!! hehe.. Xiao Hou saved my loneliness manz! Called me when I was at Khatib.. haha! came to fetch me after I finished bathing.. so good of him.. keke.. went to Piazza for dinner at PS. They sell pasta etc.. the food is really not worth the price.. not nice at all.. Pasta Cafe is much more nicer. As we still have some time before our movie start at 120am, we went to Selegie for Tou Hua~ My favourite~! Yummy~ (but he's getting me fat..!!) We talked about Ghostly encounters while we were eating. eR.. stupid conversation rite? make me so scared.. haha. after that Xiao Hou bring me go Chui Chui Feng~ Saw a Tucati on our way and he keep complaining liao. haha! Say that he would be riding Fireblade liao if not for the bla bla bla~! haha! hmz.. bt time really flies.. Still remember the 1st time I took his bike, he was still havin P-Plate. Now.. going for 2A liao. hmz.. time flies~ shows that we've all grown up. Anyway.. his aim is R1!!! hehe.. hope he can get it. Jiayou wor~ hMz.. time for me to end.. have to go prepare. hAve to go orchard to meet my Hao Mei Mei and her beau~! haiz.. Lightbulb.. but no choice lar~ hehe.. Have a nice sunday~

Went for interview at SIlkair this afternoon.. hehe.. Not as an Air Stewardess of cuz.. no height lehz. =p Hmz.. hard to describe the job, but itz a very interesting abd challenging job. Hmz.. and great responsibilities too.. Have to go on course and pass 9 papers.. wow.. like back to school again. But, there's a con against it.. need to have a 4 years bond with them.. Anyway.. I have a feelin I wun get the job anyway.. haha! Met up with Weizhong after my interview.. had dinner at Popeyes again. keke.. sO happy that I got to eat my mAshed pOtatoes with cajun sauce again. aFter that we went walk walk.. from T2 to T1, lookin for nice places to take pics and to look for the wall with many different times of the world, and the fish tank.. but it seems like they had disappeared... can someone tell me.. have they been removed??

We took bus from the Airport to Bishan.. wow! the time is even longer than taking the bus to woodlands. bUay TahAN! aFter weizhong collected his car aT Bishan, he drove me home. Haha! ANother direction idiot friend who drive(no offense uh..) =p bUt in the end managed to find our way back to woodlands of cuz.keke!! aNd....mY 1st driving lesson!!! wahahah!! Weizhong taught me how to drive.. mAnual wor. hmz... the clutch thing is not as difficult as I tot it is.. Judgement and guaging wise is the most difficult.. haiz... Was very scared when driving.. and think I gave Weizhong a heart attack too when I was reversing into the parkin lot. haha! hmz.. overall.. driving is fun!

dEcIsIoNs
Went to watch The Day After Tomorrow yesterday. Hmz.. again, I was shivering in the cinema.. Itz the 2nd time in my whole life... the 1st time was when I watched Dawn of The Dead. I wonder if itz really cuz of the cold in the cinema, or the cold in me.. The Day after Tomorrow is a very nice show.. actually we shd oso be careful of the earth's resources we are consumin everyday. if Not I'm afraid that Ice Age will really happen Tomorrow...

Did noting 2dae too.. though itz a public holiday, I slept till 2pm.. haiz.. too tired. These few days have been feelin very sadz... Someone very very dear to me mayb leavin for studies.. I wanna wait for him and he wants me to wait for him too.. but noone noes what's goin to happen during this 2-3 yrs that he's away.. Noone can be sure that feelings wun change.. haiz.. this has been troubling me these few nites.. been crying myself to sleep too.. Think I can only wait and see, wait for the final answer..

~@~The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost~@~

juz wakey sia.. still feelin so stoned now... another day passed by juz like tis... sleepin in.. haha! but shiok lar!

sHoPpInGYesterday finally had the chance to meet up with ah ping dey all yesterday.. hehe.. so HAppy!!!! Went shop shop at Heeren with Ah Ping.. and as usual, went into TOSS! mY fav shop! keke.. had already bought a skirt from TOSS the day before, den bought a top again yesterday.. but of cuz.. Francis gave me a very good discount(cuz i'm his regular)! haha. Ah ping too got herself a skirt and a top.. woo~ very nice wor~ keke.. so envy tall tall Ah Ping~

kTvWe went KTV at KBOX at cineleisure with Ping, ph, steven, xiang, yc and zw.. hehe.. sing and sing.. Steven really has such a wonderful voice.. and yest finally listen clearly to Xiang's voice.. well.. he can sing Ah Du's songs..and we teased him saying that his voice spoil liao.. haha! And the stupidest thing someone have ever done in KTV is to watch movie.. haha.. wE sing till 130am.. den after tt we watch the movie that KBOX provide.. watched a very very lame and funny show! Xiang watched till he fell aslp.. haha! but frankly.. Think Ping and I enjoyed it! haha.. but we onli get to watch DIsc 1 cuz by the time we fin the show itz 3am.. so sadz.. =(

sUpPeRhmz.. after that we went to fullerton one for.... we did a very idea thing wor.. bought cup noodles from 7-11 and eat under the merlion.. hmz.. wad a wonderful feeling.. haben had the chance to eat cup noodles outside late at nite after so many years.. hmz.. had a nice chat with Ah Ping.. haben seen her for so long.. well.. chatted about our future and achievements and of cuz.. our present. haha! feel that I've lived my 22 years in waste... cuz my diploma cert is the most amazing achievement in my resume.. haha!! no other talents! haiz.. suxz! buthen.. haha!!! Yest someone told me I'm not the only 1.. hahaha!! eR... well... haha! noting to sae.. =p

Tmr is another workin week.. haiz.. but Vesak Day on wed wor~ keke... holiday~! no need to work! haha! hmz.. go makan my dinner liao~

wow.. finally hv the time to come online and blog.. hmz.. had a busy, but fun and fulfiling weekend.. hehe.. hmz.. let see...

Friday
went to Geylang for Tian Ji porridge last fri nite.. hehe.. Were sorta debating to go to Lorong 3 or Lorong 9, Sharon was saying that 3 nicer, while Da was saying 9 nicer. haha! In the end went to 9. Y? Cuz Da missed the turn for 3.. haha!! hmz.. the porridge is nice and spicy.. hehe.. my 1st time trying the porridge at Geylang.. so tortoise.. haah! hmz.. hope next time will get to try the one at Lorong 9.. after makan went to Changi V..well.. Go see ah Kua, wad else.. haha! they really dress till very very skimpy lor! can even squat in mini skirt.. !! and Sharon ask a very cute qn.. "How come dey can squat wearin like this uh?" haha.. and my reply was "Cuz they are not woman mahz" hmz.. but some Ah Kua really very pretty lor.. which lead me wondering.. How in the world can a guy be prettier than ger.. Amazing.. But too bad.. the moment they speak.. EeeekkkSSss!!! But personally I dun despise them or wadever..

After the guys have got enuff of the Ah Kua, we went to Old changi Hospital.. Da really siao onz manz.. Before we met up.. he'd already decided that he wanna go in and explore.. hence he prepared touchlights.. Shijie, Alex, Sharon and I were totally against the idea of going in.. give us the creeps manz~! wEll... but of cuz I played along with the idea.. haha.. ji siao Alex, give him the impression that I'm with the idea of going in too... (but of cuz I dun hv the GUTS and COURAGE to go in! haha) wen we reached there.. wow! there are 16ppl(all kidz, xiao ah beng and ah lian) at the bottom of the stairs that lead into the house.. well.. actually had always wanted to go into the hospital, to see and feel how it looks like but I alwis lack the courage to. but this time, tink quantity boost my courage.. haha!! So in the end we all went in.. which makes it a total of 21ppl inside the infamous haunted hospital.. we climbed ladder up to the rooftop. the view from the rooftop.. i muz sae.. Best manz! can see alot of stars.. hmz.. nothing happened during our 1hr stay inside, of cuz, not that I wanted anyting to happen, but since itz rumoured to be haunted, i sorta expected a creepy.. erriee feeling inside.. (i'm not those kinda ppl who are very sensitive to these kinda "beingS") Think itz the crowd.. a few of the kidz very ji siao.. keep running here and there, shouting, tryin to scare ppl.. alamak.. kidzzz kidzz.. hmz.. If I'm alone inside, think I'll get lost.. the place is quite big.. and well.. guess itz the same with every hospital, the areas all look somewhat alike.. there are no more furnitures inside.. only basins.. hmz.. towards the end, tink itz the atmosphere or wad, cuz the kidz are starting to be quiet, no more kpkb.They are beginning to get panicky as they cant seem to find the right exit, i felt goosebumps rising on my arms.. haha.. am getting scared lar.. in the end.. managed to find an exit.. but still, noting interesting happen lehz.. no one claim to have seen anyting, except for those kidz lar(think they too scared getting illusions lar) hmz.. after tt.. went back to see ah kua again. haha! the guys buay sianz sia~! Well.. finally, went to ECP for breakfast at McDonalds.. reach home at 7am!!

Saturday
After 3 weeks of unsuccessful attempts to meet up, finally met up with Jem for movie. Force my tired eyelids to catch the 1st ray of light at 2pm.. supposed to meet Jem at 4pm at orchard..but.. well.. late as usual.. Knowin his character, I already left home late(4pm), but in the end still hv to wait for 1/2hr.. he reached at 520... alamak.. Dunno wad to sae sia.. Anyway... He make up for it by treatin me to Movie and Pool.. haha! Haben played pool for so long.. played 6 rounds.. won 1 round.. For the 1 round, I won cuz his white ball went in after his black ball.. haiz.. so sadz... so tt means, I nv really win at all.. haha! catch VanHelSing after tt.. nice show!! the effects.. the graphics.. woah! haha.. super scary manz! well.. quite a sad endin that the lead actress(forgot her name) had to die.. but itz somewhat warm hearted.. and happy to know that she joined her dad and bro in Heaven.. Very touchin scene.. Eyes were watery, but controlled the tears.. If not Jem gonna say me again, watch wadever show oso will cry.. ;p the actresses inside the show.. all so pretty sia~ haha.. Dragula's wife oso very pretty.. hehe.. Heard from Jerry that 2 of them are models.. wooh~~

Sunday
well.. of cuz another day to slp in.. slept till 2+pm again.. did noting much.. den met Xiang for supper at 888. Ate Satay~! hehe.. Nice nice~ Chatted for awhile, after which I reached home ard 12+ and I went str to bed.. Have to wakey early the next day.. haiz.. Work and work.. really miss those poly life.. Passby SP last Fri on my way to Da's house.. pass by T20 and T21.. thought of the times wen we were still students.. so fun.. brought tears to my eyes.. really missed those carefree days where the major worries on our mind are exams and projects..(well, at least for me lar.)

Monday
Luckily I did not get the Monday Bluez as I normally would.. Wonder why.. hehe.. anyway.. After a long long wait, I finally get to sing KTV!! Yeah!! Missed singing sia~ Haben sing for a few mths lehz. Went Marche for dinner.. Well.. our dear Shijie is goin to Taiwan(for NS of cuz), so he gave us a treat.. with his new UOB MINI~! keke.. the card is soooo cute~ so small~! Ktv time after we had filled our tummy.. keke.. Went to Party world.. Well.. dun really hv all the new songs that we want.. but... Got duan dian~! such a nice song.. So difficult to get alex to open his "golden mouth" hehe.. but eventually he sang a few songs lar.. tink itz the 1st time i hear him sing.. he's very anti KTV! hahaha!! As usual, reach home ard 12+ again.. was sooooooooooooo tired.. and the worse thing iz... there's work next day!!

Today
Well.. so back to 2dae.. Shijie's departing tonite.. or shd I sae, tomorrow morn.. Cuz itz a past midnite flight.. Really wanna go see him off.. But Da they all gonna stay at the airport till 1am.. I really cant make it liao.. too tired liao.. so here I am.. blogging.. haha!!! If not wun hv the time to blog too... =p Anyway, Wish Ah Jie b0n v0yAgE~ and get to come back in 1 piece! I think he's handling those explosive stuff.. that's y he's quite worried.. ttz Y muz wish him a safe trip there, safe training and safe trip home. ^_^

woo~ finally.. haha.. finish so many days happenin in one blog.. OMG.. people who read this entry.. pls dun kill mi.. cuz I noe itz kinda loooooooooooonnngG~~~~~!!!! hahaah!!! have a nice week ahead ppl~

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w0w~ I m A PuRe AnGeL sia.. haha.. i quite like the sound of it though.. keke.. if only I am really a pure angel, there to witness all good and sweet beginnings for all Man.. ~~dReaMzzZzzz~

Juz finished my lunch again.. Yesterday nite before I went to bed, I promised myself "Ok! From tomorrow mornin onwards, I dun wanna Lai(4) Chuang(2) anymore.. once the alarm goes off, I'll immediately spring up from my bed!" "Ringgggg" Alarm goes off at 7am. "Aiya, slp 10mins more" "Ringgggg"(7.10am) "Hmz.. 10more mins" When I finally wakey.. the time was 825.. <-_-">! "Agnes? Eh.. Audrey here. Will be late today cuz I overslept.. WIll reach ard 10am ok? SOrry.." Haiz... This is really 1 very very bad habit that I muz try to kick.. I juz simply cant resist Zhou GOng everytime he call to me.. Jem too!! Kena 2 weeks of lunch duty cuz he's late for work again today.. haha!! Poor thing.. He's also another one, simply can never be punctual for anyting..
"~*"Other things I cant promise, But I can be sure I wont be late when I meet u, coz I told myself I wont let u wait for me again"*~" May seem like a very simple msg to all.. but to me, it really touched my heart.. This msg is not sent by anyone, but the one who can never never be punctual lehz! So I'll be waiting to see if he keep to his promise.. ^_*

After I started workin, I'll be alwis tuning in to Perfect10 or 933. One day, ard 1130am, I was tuned into 933 wen I heard Ling ZHi's music Diary.. I din noe that there's a repeat on every weekday morn. So from then on (if I dun forget lar) I'll alwis tune in to 933 at 1130. Yesterday, SHe said someting..
Everyone alwis have a bunch of keys in their bag.. be it House keys, Car keys etc.. Sometimes we may forget to bring these keys, but there's 1 key which we will definitely bring it with us no matter where we are.. that's the key to happiness.. Often, when people ard us, such as the waiter, the shop vendor, our boss, give us the attitude, we'll be unhappy over them, and give them the key to our happiness. Why let the surrounding people affect our happiness? Why let our happiness be controlled by theirs? They may be unhappy, but we can choose not to reciprocate their unhappiness with our unhappiness.. We should alwis keep the key in our heart.. Anyway, when you are unhappy, you tend to have the gloomy look on your face, and the people ard you will be affected by this air of gloominess surrounding you and become unhappy too. When you ctrl ur unhappiness and flash a smile to everyone ard you, the atmosphere will naturally become much more cheerful and You'll feel much betta too rite? I alwis tell myself, that I have the choice to have a happy or unhappy day. Of cuz sometimes when the day really sux, I will still be unhappy no matter how hard I try, or sometimes dun even bother to try. haha! but most often than not, I try to smile.. haha. Hmz.. ever heard that laughter is the best medicine? haha! so... smile and laugh everyone~!~ ^_^

By the way, I tried the new KFC chicken yesterday with Weizhong.. hmz.. not really fantastic lehz.. I still prefer the spicy one. keke.. Oh yah, for people who like whipped potato... There's a counter inside an eatery at Airport Terminal 2 called Popeye, the mashed potato there is simply yummy~!~ The best I ever had in my life.. The sauce has tiny bits of ingredients inside.. Really very nice, nicer than KFC, and their chicken is not as oily too.. Together with the atmosphere of the Airport.. woohoo~ Best manz~ keke.. Well.. personally I like the airport cuz find it kinda quite and peaceful.. Hehe.. so next time if u happen to go to the airport for whatever reason, muz try out Popeye hoh.. esp the "Mash Potato"~~ ^_^

~@~gIvInG uP dOeSn'T mEaN yOu aRe WeAk. iT oNLy mEaNs tHaT yOu aRe sTrOnG eNoUgH tO lEt gO~@~

ArTiFiCiAl dReAmEr.. hmz.. what does this remind you of? Frankly, I dunno.. haha!! I juz |ooooove this pic so much..y? Mayb itz becoz of the colours I think.. Was quite frustrated juz now cuz of the Genting trip.. Sharon cant make it on 11, Winnie cant make it on 18, now have to think of other dates again.. Was thinkin if the two gers really cant get off den mayb will have to cancel liao.. haiz.. have to wait for tmr liao.

6 years ago.. my friend(Athon Yutitham)once told me "In your life there will definitely be a big incident that happen to you, and that will be the major turning point of your life" I dun really believe it last time.. mayb cuz I'm only 16 that time and still young. But I believe it now.. cuz I had encountered the "incident" and somewhat changed. Somtimes, we think that we are fully-prepared for all bad things that will happen to us but in actual fact, we are not as strong as we think we are.. Does this explain why most major turning point incident are often things that make u sad or down or unhappy? If itz a good thing that's happening to you, do you think you will realise the value of life and change? Sometimes, I find that we human are funny creatures.. We only learn through bad lessons.. only cherish only after we have lost.. why?? Why cant we cherish what we have in good times? Dun take good things for granted.. CHERISH..TREASURE... cuz you'll have noting to lose, and alot lot lot to gain... ^_^.

eUsH
Itz monday again, the most dreaded day of the week for all those who are workin I supposed.. well.. at least, for me it is.. Juz finished my lunch.. yummy, home-cooked by mummy~ I really have a very great mum. She wakey so early in the morn to prepare lunch for me so that I can save my "$$" I wonder if I'll make a good mummy myself, cuz I am alwis so lazy, and love to sleep in.. hehe.. Hmz.. I realised that, while we are good at expressing our thoughts, emotions, feelings to our good frds, we alwis fail to express them to those closest to us, our family.. we often leave them wondering.. guessing... what is going through our mind everytime.. I remember there was once, my bro said that he's in a bad mood.. I wonder y, and wanna ask, but he somewhat alwis keep his feelings to himself.. mummy alwis ask what's he doing outside.. but he only give vague answers..

this morn, was surfing the net while I'm workin, and I chance upon "Eush's blog" well..Shd not say chance upon, but deliberately to see if I can find his blog. I dunno if the blog is meant to be kept a secret, to be hidden from his family.. but anyway, I've seen and read it.. The blog tells me of his emotions and feelings which I never know.. (and a secret too, but wun tell mummy) Discovered that this little boy has grown up.. was feeling kinda sad when I read his blog, cuz I can feel his unhappiness and moodiness when he's feeling down through the blog. To me, family will alwis standby you whenever you need them.. maybe sometimes, there are not be much communication, interaction, but they love you. Sometimes they question you outta concern and love too..

When we are young, we alwis hope to grow up, but when we've grown up, we discovered that our responsibilities and burden has also grown with us, and thus we wish that we can go back to those days when we were young and carefree.. This is not considered selfish.. sometimes we are really too scared of the ugliness of this world which we have nv seen b4.. tts y we try to escape..but, there's no time machine in this world.. so we can only move forward. So instead of dwelling in the ugliness of tis world, why not look out for the beautiful things instead? No one has the definite answer to "what's the meaning of life" People alwis ask.. Why do we come into this world? besides studying very hard when young to prepare you to the outside world to work, working very hard to earn money to survive in this world where everyting has got to do with money, getting married and die of old age, there's no other meanin in life. Life is so boring, so mundane.. everything happen in sequence, one after another.. Well.. I myself have no answer as to what's the meaning of life.. I only know that the most important thing in my life, something which I very much, and gladly wanted to do, is to repay my parents for all they've gone through their whole life to bring me up.. the hardship they've endured. Never forsake them when you are married or when they are old. Shd this be considered as something which you shd do in your life too?

Priorities.... you can choose what's the priorities in your life now, be it your interest or your relationship.. but 2 mths lata.. your priorities will be your studies.. Don't let your parents down anymore.. you are a grown up, gone through a man's tougest period, NS(I supposed shd be rite?anyway, I am not a guy so I dunno) No relationship is perfect... couples in a relationship will of cuz have their ups and downs, and the initial fire of cuz will slowly be extinguished.. but most importantly is, you muz feel happy when with your "special one" Understand?

time for me to go back to work.. think I'll stop here.. Eush, I'll wish you all the best in your life, may you find meaning in it soon.. and work hard uh~!! hao bu rong yi cai zhao dao gong zhuo..

This is taken at Istana park, beside BBoss(the food there is only average, not very fantastic..) when I went dinner with Weizhong(taken by him of cuz.. I dun hv such good photography skills) Nice?? He bought me a musical ornament from Taiwan during his Training there.. hEHeE.. so wu xim. A very unique and cute ornament... really like it very much.. but someone spoilt it.. I asked my brothers, they said not them, not my dad, not my mum, and of cuz definitely not me.. so till now, I'm still wondering who spoilt it. I believe must be one of them but they dunwan to admit(of cuz not my mum though).
Guess what? Am actually working now.. *shhh* =P But feeling very sianz.. MY back and neck is aching all over.. Think this is the con with workin in an office cuz you keep sitting down. oh Yah, Heard nic's new song on FM933 today.. seems that he's back.. keke.. think Jem muz be very happy uh.. Your idol back liao lehz.. Few weeks ago Jem was still complaining that Nic has vanished without a trace, never cut any new album.. Hmz.. So sianz.. today is Friday yet I am goin home after work.. Nowhere to go... Wanna go home and catch my last episode of La Xiong La Mei~ Jeanette Aw very pretty hoh.. I feel that she's kinda special.. she can have so many different outlooks.. "Gong gong" in Holland Village, Wild in La Xiong La Mei and Sexy in the commercial for the dunno wad jewellery shop(alwis saw the commercial on mrt) I muz say, I am mesmerized by her.. but I am not a homosexual lar! I am only interested in guys.. just that will alwis take a few extra looks at girls whom I find attractive.. keke.. Still remember last time when I was workina at Heeren, there's actually this Butch who came to my shop with her girlfriend.. hmz.. The butch is quite petite and quite attractive too..(unlike those I've seen b4 who looks tougher and bigger in size) Am sorta attracted by her for a split second.. Hmz. wonder if there'll be a tendency for me to become homosexual.. haha.. all my girlfriends betta be careful wor~ whahahah!!! =p Such a waste that she's interested in gers instead of guys.. Hmz.. time to knock off.. hope everyone have a nice weekend... ^_^

"From the day you are born, you are getting nearer to death everyday. So instead of fearing death, why not take everyday as a day you've gained, treasure it, and live it to the fullest"

wow.. the most meaningful sentences I've heard this week... Hmz.. I've never ever thought of this, that we are getting nearer to death every day.. So that's why we muz do what we muz do today and not leave it till tomorrow. If not we may live to regret. I believe everyone has regrets in their life... while Some cant be undone, some can be prevented.. So we must learn from past experiences and grow up. As for me, I've really learnt alot from my previous relationship, make me grow up to be a tougher person. Anyway,a question to ponder. "What will you do if you are suddenly being told that you have only 1 month to live?"

Life is so boring... really getting very very bored as you get older and older.. went to Devil's Bar last Tues, NTU bash.. wah.. Cant deny that I'm getting old, cant dance liao. Hah.. By 1+ am was already all shaq out.. But Gil can still carry on dancing.. haha! 1st time go clubbing with Gil, never know that he can dance so well.. keke. Hmz.. sometimes I wonder what makes a person fall in love with another.. To me, I feel that there's no reason. Cuz whenever ppl ask me why i like a person, I cant give a good reason. haha.. Tink it all lies within the heart.. Oh yeah, talkin abt this, my good primary school frd, Jos, got a girlfriend liao. Heh.. congrats to him. Now only left with a few good friends of mine without girlfriend liao.. hmz.. Esp... Jeremy uh.. haha.. Jiayou wor~ Another day to Saturday.. the week passby so fast.. Getting older and older.. but achieving nothing.. Juz finish watchin La(4) Xiong(1) La(4) Mei(4) haiz.. sad lehz.. The guy died.. Hmz.. cant imagine if someone close to me is going to ... *touchwood* Wish everyone a healthy life~

had a very unique mother's day this year.. juz finish painting my room with my mum.. been at it since tis afternoon.. super shaq.. still hv to go bathe lata b4 I can slp... and I have to work tmr!!! hmz.. changed the layout of my room 2dae.. keke.. my frd alwis ask me why I like to keep shifting my furniture ard, and I told him, cuz I like Xin Xian Gan(new and fresh feeling) Think itz the character of Aries. Aries get bored easily.. hence they alwis look for new and exciting things... even in relationship, they can never stand boredom.. their partner muzb someone who can give them the feelin of love, like they are fallin in love everydae.. haha.. well.. but think itz somewhat difficult to find such a relationship ba.. only the 1st three months is the "honeymoon" period.. after tt.. a couple sorta cool down I think..

anyway, Sharon's bday juz past.. so wish her a belated Happy Birthday.. but of cuz! I was there to celebrate with her during her Birthday.. my sister of 10yrs.. hmz.. time really flies..ahaha.. wonder y nowadays people keep guessin my age to be older den my actual age.. haiz.. izzit cuz I wear specs? Or izzit cuz I'm really old liao.. Haiz.. Kena eye infection again and this time itz even worse.. doc say wad gland infected, and I got a swell on the lower lid of my eye.. cant wear lens!! have already ordered my monthly lens.. now I tink I hv to change it to daily.. waste of $... oh yeah! Jos finished his exam.. keke.. finally can go Genting and KL soon~ so happy.. I wanna go shop and shop... and of cuz, not forgetting Genting.. keke.. wonder if I'll be this lucky again to experience the Genting rain..

oh yah.. my dad pillion me to CWP for mother's day dinner 2dae wor.. haha.. his bike.. hmz.. not bad lar.. Suzuki 400cc... but... with 3 boxes.. haha.. so sadz... the bike nice lehz.. and his helmet is even more power~ wahhaha! Itz the 1st time I see such helmet.. it has no visor... looks like a hat(but itz a helmet). Dad says itz the helmet last time.. SO KUKU Lor!!! and... I wore it... haha.. I really dunno to laugh or to feel embarassed... I believe I am the onli person with SUCH a "special" helmet on the road.. too bad I din tk the pic of the helmet.. haha. hmz.. feels kinda wierd ride with my dad.. haha.. but well... an experience anyway.. *yawnz* think I really shd go sleep liao... tmr is another tiring day.. hv to go work. and hv to go get contact lens cuz Tues goin to Devils' bar. NTU post exam celebration for Engineering I think..haha.. cannot wear specs go wor.. look so kuku.. anyway, haben been to Devils for a very long time too.. sorta miss the feeling of going there.. hope it'll be fun... hmz.. go bathe.. den go slp.. yeah!

hmz.. itz lunchtime now.. finished my lunch early, noting to do.. so here to blog.. hmz.. tink i wakey on the wrong side of bed tis morn.. cuz been feeling so moody for the whole day for no reason. anyway, daniel ong and sheikh haikel did a poll on the topic related to "sex" in morning madness tis morning.. getting listeners to call in.. and answer a few qns. they are trying to find out how Singaporeans perceive "sex" nowadays in Singapore.. and though Singapore is a conservative country, the results they get really shocked me, and lead me thinkin if we are gonna be like UK.. The questions ask and results attained were :

1. have you ever have sex in a public place - 87%
2. have you ever been unfaithful to your partner - 69%
3. have you ever had a threesome - 50%
4. have you ever kissed someone of the same sex - (9 in 10 gers; 1 in 10 guys said yes)
5. did you lost your virginity b4 16 - 80% (of the 80%, 100% said they lost at 15)

Some public make out places told by the listeners are :
Cinema, Toilet, carpark, airport, HDB staircase, on top of the bus, Fort caning, and 1 listener even said He did it at orchard MRT Station.. somewhere behind Wisma or where. Din really catch it.. haha.. DIn know that such a private act can actually be done in such a public place... Singaporeans are really getting very open-minded.. Izzit because of their urge, or izzit cuz of the excitement..

The results were stunning uh.. hmz.. maybe those listeners who did not do those above were too shy to call iN? And comparing our population to UK, we have a even higher rate then UK (I forgot the statistics for UK) hmz.. so wad does the above results lead you thinkin? Ask yourself, outta the 5 qns... which of them actually refers to you.. Sometimes I really wonder what will Singapore become in the future.. Something for you to think about uh.. oh.. times up. hmz. felt so much betta after blogging.. haha.. funny me.. back to work~ ^_^

What I wanna hear from someone... from his heart...

I never meant to do those things to you
And so i have to say before I go
That I juz want you to know
I'd found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
I found a reason to show,
A side of me You din know
A reason to start all anew and the reason is you.
I'm sorry that I hurt you
Its someting i muz live with everyday
And all the pain i put you through, i wish that i could tk it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
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Celebrated my 22nd bdae 2 weeks ago... time really flies.. in a blink of an eye, I'm no longer 21.. it seems yesterday that I celebrated my 21st birthday... wonder how I will be doing in 5 years time.. Suddenly remembered a story...

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Girl loves Boy alot, he's the love of her life... never has Girl ever love so much.. Girl dotes on Boy with all her heart, always thinking of sweet and romantic stuff to be shared and done with Boy. Boy is an innocent teenager. Girl is his 1st girlfriend... but he tries his best to be a good boyfriend to Girl, he dotes on Girl alot too, and they spent many sweet and happy moments together. However, Boy is a very passive person. Girl will alwis be the one to ask him out and whenever they are together, Girl will be the 1 to hold his hands, to hug him... Very seldom will he initiate anyting to Girl. Boy only calls Girl when Girl msg him.. Initiate calls to her for less den 10 times during the year they were together.. Boy tried to change.. tried to be more initiative, but itz still the same... This leads Girl to feeling sadz, unhappy, often wondering if Boy really loves her.. She knows he does, but why doesn't he do more to show he cares? Girl remembered once, Boy showed abit of jealousy over Girl... The 1 and only time She can remembered.. Little did Boy know that Girl is Very very happy that day.. She can feel the love.. However, once in a hundred times is never enough... Over time.. Girl feels tired of alwis being the active party in the relationship, alwis the 1 to initiate.. With all her courage, she sent a message to Boy. "Do you think we are betta off as friends?" Sadly.. Boy agrees... With a broken heart, Girl left Boy... Girl regrets sending Boy the message... She tried to get back with Boy, but Boy refused... Girl never give up.. until the day Boy told her 1 thing, she never pester Boy anymore... Girl put up a cheerful front in front of others.. but deep in her heart, she can never get over the 1st person she ever loved so much.. She tired to act nonchalent whenever she sees Boy.. But her heart really yearns for him.. Girl wanna love him again... wan him to love her again.. wan to share sweet moments with him again.. But Girl has already betrayed her feelings for Boy... She accepted another guy into her life without getting over Boy.. She felt sadz.. She never wanted to.. but she has her reasons....

Over the years.. Girl met up with Boy occasionally..The last time Girl saw Boy, Boy has changed.. He's no longer the passive person he used to be.. Boy has become more gentleman, a sweeter guy... Boy, is no longer Boy.. Has become a Man... Girl feels happy that Boy has changed but somewhere deep in her heart, she misses the "old" Boy.. the once shy... innocent... and funnily... passive Boy.. She knows that they can never be together anymore... and the only thing Girl wished for.. is for Boy to find Happiness and a good girlfriend.. for Girl knows that Boy deserve someone betta than her... She only wanna said 1 thing to Boy...
"An Angel once brought you to me.. though for a short moment.. You left a mark in my heart. I will never forget you.."

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hmz... been so long.. how long? 4months plus since I last visit and update my blog.. Have simply forgotten totally about it.. But someone indirectly reminded me that I have a blog too. So what have happened during these 4 months that I am lost? Many many things have happened and many things have changed. Firstly, I wanna congrats my "yunmei" keke.. She got bf liao! After so 4yrs of knowing her, she finally love someone liao. haha! Attention "Jiemei"(lucky guy) betta treat my Yunmei good good. But now that she has a bf, she's gonna be busy liao. Needto acc him. Haben seen her for only a week??? But it seems like ages and I am missing her liao. haha.. Well, sad to sae, 1 got attached but another got "separated" Another good frd of mine broke off with her bf recently.Been together for 1 mth, broke off for a week, and now a new gf. Itz never worth it to feel sad or unhappy over this kinda guy. Everyone can say it, but not everyone can do it. Be it 1 month or 1 year, itz still feelings ttz being given.. Itz still moments that you have shared. Time doesn't mean anyting.. Only hope my Ger can get over it and not dwell on it anymore. She has no lack of suitors wor.. so pretty. hehe.

2nd thing, I found someone whom I've lost for 10yrs. My pri school friend. All thanx to Friendster and my EFFORT! haha. Realize that people really do change. My impression of him during pri sch is that he's a mischievous boy. Like to disturb people. haha.. Now, he's still as michievous. No longer a boy. but A man who believes.. in his belief.. very caring, very gentle. Itz alwis so happy and so carefree when I'm with him and time seems to fly whenever I meet him. Think he has a soothin effect on people. haha.. And surprisingly, we share many things in common, and if there's someting we dun share, the other can fill it in. A great guy indeed. If not for his belief, he will definitely have a gf now. But, becoz of his belief, he'll get the best. I will support him in whichever ways and whenever he need it. oh yah, havin his exam period now.. wishing him all the best and good luck. (and all the best in finding the gf of ur dream too. =p)

3rdly, during this 4 months that I went missing.. I actually experience someting new~ hehe.. I went outta Singapore for the 1st time!!! (excluding JB) lar.. hehe.. I went to KL and Genting with Shijie and Da during New Yr eve.. spend the New Year in a foreign place. The feeling? hmz.. Great! hehe... being overseas is really shopping and slpin and eating. Hehe.. a very enjoyable feeling. Especially my trip to Genting. Felt the cold when I 1st stepped out. A different kinda cold which I'v never experience before. But the most memorable is still the raindrops that fall on touch on my face on the 1st nite there. The raindrops are small and gentle... they sorta give a touch of romance to the nite.. up till now I can never forget the feeling and the sight.. cuz itz hazy everywhere.. feel as if I am in a dream..

I think 1 blog can never let me finish all the events that happened this four months.. so i shall stop here. Hope I will be back to blog soon.

what a boring day... not only 2day but everyday. Life is so mundane.. noting exciting ever happen anymore. How I missed those younger days, when we hv lesser responsibilities.. and life is so full of fun... Enjoying the feeling of freedom now.. Noone to control me... at least life's abit betta when i tink of this.
Xiang came and fetch me last friday from my work.. Late at nite wor.. (4am lehz). Went makan at chong pang nasi lemak... nice nice nasi... nice nice lemak... after that went seletar.. haha.. not go pak tor lehz.. go look at reservoir... well.. Hope Xiang's prob will be resolved soon, and he'll feel happy again.. hmz.. I believe Xiang will be those kinda chiongster when driving... haha...juz a feeling...