~Movies and Steamboat~

Kain has been complaining that I have no updates uh. Everytime come to my blog will see "Juz out from my bathroom smelling like a baby" Well.. Know what? I juz came out of the bathroom again, and smelling like a baby again! Haha! =p

Anyway, have to wait for my hair to dry before I can enter dreamland, so decided to blog. Should be keying in the invoices but after much persuading, I decided to be lazy and rest my brain and come blogging instead. Hehe. Watched "The Maid" today with Dearie, Ron and Uly. Hmz.. not a really very fantastic show but scary to me, cuz alot of sudden scene to scare you outta ur wits. Dearie got scared too at certain scenes ok. So I am not the only weakling!! Haha!!

Went dinner at Marina South after that. Yeah! Itz steamboat! Chong Pang steamboat. Had mentioned in my previous entry that Chong Pang Steamboat is betta den Zhen Fa Steamboat rite? Gorge ourselves in crabs! Barbacued butter Zim Gong! Whaha!! Although get all smokey and smelly, enjoyed ourselves. Cuz itz been so long since I last had steamboat at MS.. WHen's the last time? hmz.. it was before Xiang had Wendy. Haha! Ages uh! Still remembered that I went there for Kite flying with Xiang, Ariel and Jere before heading for the steamboat.

Ron and I enjoying our ice cream after the crab feast


The Aftermath

Anyway, poor Dearie lost his hp yesterday. Where n when? No idea. cant find it in the cinema and swensen. Hv to spend $$ and buy a new 1 lor. Talkin about Cinema, watched Charlie and the Chocolate Factory yesterday. I like Johnny Depp. Why? Think I m wierd, but I like him cuz he remind me of Michael Jackson. A man yet abit like a woman. Dunno how to describe. Forget it.

What did I watch on Fri? Hmz. Yah, watched Must love Dogs with Jason. How I love those dogs. Muz get a dog of my own when I get married. that's for sure. My hubby must be someone who love me enough to let me keep dogs. Hehe. *Dreamingz* Well, that's 3 movies for 3 consecutive days. Good. Cuz I LOVE MOVIES!!

Itz late.. have to sleep. Another busy day and week ahead. Hair is still wet but.. what to do? =(

~mY tOtS aGaIn~

Juz out from my bathroom smelling like a baby.. =p Haben been home so early on weekdays for such a long time.. Anyway, took the train home today. Due of the outrageous OT I've been putting into my work, been indulging myself in the comfort of cab for the past 2 weeks, so much so that I'm sorta addicted. Hehe. Was kinda not used to it when I was walking from my busstop to my blk.. And also cause of my bad experience, I'm now extra careful and observant when walkin past the carpark and back home. Have to admit, I am abit scared...

Received Mel's sms today. Finally. Am surprised. Haben been contacting me for quite awhile. Was still thinkin of him when I was bathing juz now. Never thought that he will sms me.. Been feeling very moody nowadays. Reason being something which I have no wish to disclose. I know what someone is thinking of. DUN EVEN THINK OF ASKING ME OK DEAR!! Am not being loud with the caps. Juz wanna pass the message that everyone will have thoughts which they dun wish to discuss or rather, prefer to keep it to themselves. I, for an instance, am such a person. Well, don't used to be like this but somehow have became quite withdrawn over the years, especially after stepping out into the "adult world". Not to worry though, cause I am still the same old me. Still optimistic..

Stepped into a battlefield this morn.. Shouldn't go into the details. Backstabbing, unfairness, unappreciated, selfishness, all bad traits seem to be found in every corner. SOmetimes, my patience and temper wear out too, but what can I do besides tolerating? It's not easy to come into this world but itz even more difficult to survive in this world. Hmz.. do I sound pessimistic and depressed? Tend to get into such a mood occasionally. What to do? We are human with feelings and emotion.

Met up with Yi Xiang(Misa) for dinner today. Haben seen him since when I was still workin at Minou, which was... 1+ year ago. Saw my ex supervisor from OBar. Saw him once at delifrance @ Paragon few months ago. Now, saw him at Swensen. Change job real fast. Haha! But of cuz, to each his own. Wherever provides a betta remuneration and prospect, you'll go.

Haiz.. My tummy is giving me problem again. HATE IBS!!! There's no cure for it. The only way to make it feel better is to take 3 meals regularly and refraining from fried, oily and spicy food. What's the pleasure of food then? Sadz.

*IBS SUX!*

~mY tHoUgHtS~

Am surfing flowerpod, looking for some sprees in progress but seems that all sprees have closed. Haiz.. In the mood to shop and spend recently but it's alwis the case when you wanna spend, there's nothing that catches your attention. WHen you dun wanna spend, there'll be so many stuff out there calling out to you.. "Buy Me! Take me HOME!!"

SUpposed to have a majong session with Ron and friends today, but have postponed it to next week. Am really too shaq out for the past 2 weeks with OT at work. I finally get the chance to slp for more than 12hrs today but what I got in return is a swollen eye. Haiz! I can't seem to wear lens anymore.. my left eye is really playing me out. Only wore lens once in 2 weeks and yet my eye hurts. Think I must really start saving up and go for lasik.

Although been doing tonnes of OT, this company really provide me with the experience which I never have thought I can gained. All thanks to Nancy too. I remembered Yue Yang once told me. You need luck besides the hardwork you put in. Even if you really work hard but no one appreciates and no one sees it, it simply only means hard work gone down the drain. For me, I think Nancy muz be my 贵人. Although she's only in the company for a short 5 months, she taught me alot. From simple admin duties to complex human related issues. Everything that you can't learn from your boss, she's willing to teach. Not only these. She has indirectly paved out the future that I want. Before, I never know what is it that I really want in my career. Now, I know what I want and slowly, I am planning my path towards the goal. Itz not gonna be easy due to financial probs, but I know I will achieve it one day.

Been feeling down recently. Relationships are juz so fragile. Be it friendship or love. People who used to care for you can just disappear from your life without you knowing why. You tried to get an answer but you just simply get none that's sincere. As you get older, your circle of friends get smaller. Have a really really good friend, Michelle. Hang out together with Fang and Ron when we were in secondary school and poly. Ever since she got married, our relationship with her seems to have distant too. Occasionally we do meet up but the "Occasionally" just get lesser and lesser. Fang with her boyfriend, studies and work, is also too busy to meet up with us. The only person left whom we still meet up frequently will be Sharon. My one and only primary school good frd. Am really glad that she found me few yrs back when we were in secondary school. This, is called fate. Lost and found after 3/4 yrs. Sometimes she really have a terrible attitude but still, this is a friendship I'll cherish for life. Of course, the same goes to Fang, Ting, Yunmei, Chingyi. I have limited good ger friends.

COngrats to Kain's bro. Tying the knot tomorrow. Think the ROM is a happy place to work in cause everyday you'll see happy couples exchanging the promises of love and commitment in times poverty and wealth, sickness and health, and the bands that will bind them together from then on. I don't think of marriage as much as compared to before, cause it seems such a far away thing now. My wish now is to settle down in my career and hopefully a chance to further my studies.

I think I've blogged quite abit today. Actually there are many many more thoughts in me but I am tired. Not tired of blogging, but tired of having to relinguish all the thoughts and memories that bring my mood down. I think I'll have to take a break..

~oT with a cRaB~

Let me recapped..

20July - OT till 11pm
21July - OT till 10.30pm
22July - OT till 11pm
25July - OT till 11pm
26July - OT till 10.30pm
Currently - Still in the process of 'OT'ing

Wad a life ya.. Let's see.. why OT with a crab? Below is the ans..


This is mine and Nancy's dinner.. Cost us 10bucks lehz! But someone's treat. Thanks to the someone. Hehe.

NOW my crab is reduced to...... NOTHING!! haha! All in mine and Nancy's tummy. After so many days of late nights at work, think life's gonna be betta for me soon. While, that's for awhile before the next month.. Hopefully this will be the last month of OT though. I sacrificed my weekend last week to key in all my invoices. Haiz... sadz uh.. But NVM!!! Has came to a close! Gonna enjoy my weekend this week.

Poor Kain.. Sicked.. Down with Fever yesterday but still go to work today. BTH him.. still say kena influenced by me. Alamak. I am not such a workaholic hoh! Oh yeah, congrats congrats Kain Kain...congrats on the recovery of ur family members and good fortune and the happy occasion that's coming..

~wOrKiN aGaIn~

It's a Saturday, but here I am, at home in my living hall, workin and blogging. Must be wondering why not in my room. Cuz my good old bro is doin project in my room with his friends. Shooting film, making my room a BIG mess. 1 of my cupboard is out in the hall and my bed is not in the original place anymore. Haha!! Hmz.. guess my brother is gonna be a future director.

Anyway, been on good terms with a couple of my suppliers recently. Andrea and Ben. They are nice person to chat with. Ben actually gave me a Winnie the pooH bouncy ball. Haha. Hmz... thatz sweet and thoughtful of him. Said that he happened to see it, find it cute so get it for me. Hmz.. must be cause I'm so cute too. Whaha!! ok, i know.. BHB!

My academy's principal went to HongKong last month and got all of us someting, and her courier finally arrived yesterday. Guess what she got for Nancy and Me? SOmeting useful. A measuring tape keychain!!
Hehe. Since I'm the 1st to receive the gift, I got to choose the colour 1st. Keke. Hmzz.. chose Pink. Am into pink nowadays and my principal told me that people who choose pink feel like having someone to dote on and take care of her now. Hmz.. guess that's what I am feeling now.. Been workin till late at night these few days cuz of the keyin on of invoices. Haiz.. have to be busy till end of next week. Poor Nancy too. She's so busy till she have no time for her family too. Hmz.. guess that's what you have to sacrifice to get something done.


Read Kain's blog. Sorry to hear that so many thing's happening to your dad and Grandpa... Hope they get well soon. DUn worry too much ok. *Sniff Sniff* smell curry. Mummy cooked curry! Hehe. Need to concentrate on my work now. Have tonnes of invoices to key in.

~a lOnG & tIrIng nIt3 2 B~

Wad a pathetic night I'm having.. Had to spend 45mins at the police station cause of the case (some of you will know what's the case) and just because there's no bus from Admiralty to my place, I had to walk all the way home, carrying a heavy laptop and a bag. OMG!! My hands are becoming sooooo rough. Weak with hunger, I struggled my way back, only to find.... NO DINNER!!!! Have to cook Maggi Mee.. haiz.. Not to mention I have to burn midnight oil later to key in the invoices.. (and I thought my midnight oil period is over once I grad from poly) Can someone tell me if my night is bad enough?

ANyway.. Congrats to my Dear Adeline, gave birth recently to a very cute and pretty baby girl. Went down to Mount Alvernia with Nancy to visit her. Hmz.. made me feel like havin a baby and family of my own too. Hehe. But itz too early now. There are still many things in my life which I have yet to accomplish.



Finally finished my 2months Web Design course last Fri. Hmz.. was kinda sad when receiving the certs. Though the lessons were tiring & shaq (cause have to go every mon & fri after work and end soooo late), I enjoyed myself. My course mates are all friendly and fun. Not to mention 1 who's so cute, alwis pose alot of questions to Shah. Glad that I joined this course.. not only did I get to gain more knowledge, I get to know more people, especially my 1st month trainer, KAIN SNG!!! Hehe.. Hmz.. a cute little (though 1 month older den me) and sincere guy I must say. Most importantly, new majong kaki. Talkin about majong, lost majong last sun. Hmz.. seems that luck is goin down. Lady luck no longer smiling at me. I really have no luck in gambling. Luckily I am not a 烂赌鬼. Hehe.. I juz like to play majong for the sake of playing, not gambling.

Have to go back to work.. gotta key in at least 2 days on sales tonight, if not my whole week is gonna be burnt... KAIN KAIN KAIN!!! I UPDATE MY BLOOOOOOOOOOOOOGGGG LE!! keke.. =p

~All Photos~

Kain keep saying my blog chao sng liao... so bad... Kain Sng uh.. =p ANyway... here're my entries. Actually not much entry oso.. Too tired to type any words in.. Anyway... COngrats to Xiang!! Thanks for inviting us to your wedding. Be good to wendy ya.

~1 July 05, Xiang's Wedding~


Xiang, Jeryl and Kenneth doing up the bridal car for the big day


All of us who attended XIang's wedding (Kenneth is the photographer so he's nt in the foto)


Group foto with the bridegroom.. Where's the bride?


Taken with flowers..

~30 June 05, Rita's Last Day~

Rita's last day of work today. So sad.. now office is left with only Nancy and I..


Karen, Nancy, Rita and Me

~sHaQ~

Juz came back home.. had a long day.. well.. as with every Mon and Fri cuz had to attend course. Anyway, mentioned that Jason read all the entries on my blog earlier rite. Well.. another surprise I had in store for me.. Kain juz told me that he has also finish readin all my entries.. Hmz.. ok lar.. praise you lar.. u are more powerful lor... FInish readin within 2 hrs.. hehe. Anyway, thanks for takin the effort to read (Though there are many entries which you dun understand. Keke)

Wanna go to sleep actually, but.. I found my ITunes CD yesterday!!! hehe!! Soooooo happy! Cuz I can finally transfer new songs to my Ipod. Been wanting to download so many songs but I cant find my cd and bro has deleted the software from his laptop. I am a happy girl now. Keke.

Poor Jason, came all the way from Jurong after he finished work in the morning..met me for lunch for an hour and he has to go all the way back to Jurong again. I know you are reading this Long Shan.. =p I never bully you uh.. At least I treat you makan yong tau fu.. hehe.. But anyway, appreciate your effort lar. Thanks. ^_^

Hmz.. I shall juz end here.. Oh yah, forgot to add something. My supplier sent me a pic of her daughter last friday. Her daughter is sooooooooooooooooooooo cute and pretty lor!!!! The eyes are sooooo big!! Too bad I can't share the pic. Ain't good to post ppl's pic without permission lar.. Can onli keep the good thing to myself.. hehe.. Muz go sleep soon.. Shaq out.. Nitezzz all...

~aNoThEr bLaDiNg dAy~

Juz came back from ECP... supposed to go Sentosa this noon, but we realized that itz too late, hence we changed the destination to ECP... David and ROn left early though. Only Winnie and I waited for Dechao and his friends to reach for rollerblading. Yeah.. Rollerblading. Come to thing of it, haben blade for half a year.. When I 1st put on my blades, I felt so shaky.. Luckily I stablized after a while.. hehe.. Was so afraid that I wun noe how to blade after so long.

Anyway, WInnie brought her Schnauzer(Celia) and Jack Russell(Dovey) along to ECP.. wanted to take pics of them but forgot. SO SADZ!!! Had to pull Dovey with me while blading... Hmz.. not that I am that skillful enough to pull lar, but bo bianz. Dechao pulling WInnie and Celia so I have to help with Dovey lor. ANyway, Winnie, Dechao together with Celia and Dovey look like 1 small happy family wor. Keke!

I fell down today lehz.. Was pulling DOvey and we came to this slope with right and left turn and the pavement is not very smooth so I fell.. but luckily I fell on the grass, minimized my injury. Anyway, juz bleed alittle on the knees. No prob. Dechao fell too, while trying to minimized Winnie's fall.. Poor dear Ah CHao... told me tt his butt is still pain now.. Keke..

Anyway.. was chatting with Jason in the noon when he told me something that really stunned me. . He had finished reading all my entries.. since 2003, within.. hmz.. 2 nights? Or was it 3 nights? Anyway, was juz surprised. I din noe that someone will actually bother to read all the entries.. all the way dated back to 2003... Hmz.. are you feeling bored and nothing to do huh? Hehe.. But am happy that someone actually bothered to read. To me, all the entries are my past, my memories, something for me to reflect on, fall back on, should I lost my memories 1 day.. At least I'll oso know that I once knew someone should I not contact the person anymore in future. Oh.. emo again.. Hehe.. nah.. this time I am not.. Cuz I had a very happy day, wun feel emo. Keke..

*sniff Sniff* Smell something bad? Thatz me.. haben bath yet!! Need to go bath now.. feelin sticky all over. Ttz all folks! May I not have Monday Blues tmr.. have to go for course again tmr. *yawnz*

~I wAnNa gO bAcK tO tHe pAsT~

ok, I know.. haben been blogging for a long long time... for ages. Well, been kinda busy these few weeks. But if you gonna ask me what I m busy with, i really have no answer.. It's just that I reach home late(not wee hours of cuz) after work almost everyday..

Anyway, my dear dear Rita tendered her resignation yesterday. She's gonna work till end of this month. Quite a sad news for me. Though I have only known her for around 8 months, I confide in her almost everything, my deepest thoughts, my troubles. I do not treat her as a colleague, but as a friend, a true friend.. Anyway, I wish her the best of luck in her career. May your wish be fulfilled soon...

My schedule for the whole of next week is full sia.. Can't believe that I have so many things on.. I still hv my stitching to rush through.. haiz.. How am I supposed to complete it on time??

Finally receive Xiang's weddin invitation card yesterday... My heart is so filled with unknown emotions.. Memories juz flash back into my mind... how we used to skip morning lessons during poly and hv breakfast at delifrance or burger king instead.. how much fun all of us have during our twice/year chalet, how we used to confide in each other our problems.. juz alot of memories. Now, someone's status is different.. Guess we've really grown up, all with different responsibilities. How I wish I can go back to the past... Not say that I hate to grow up, but I juz miss the past..

Am getting so emo... guess I should just end my entry...

~Mel Back from tAiWaN~

Melvin came back from Taiwan this morning 3am... Met up with him and khoo after that... well... finally back after 21 days.. seems so long, yet so short... time flies... Was at dbl o the day he left. was at dbl o again the day he returns.. is it a coincidence?

Anyway.. someone enjoyed himself thoroughly during the 3 days R&R at Taiwan. Lotsa pretty gers to see.. Glad to know that he had fun.

Feeling quite down.. probs all coming back.. haiz... moody moody..

Happened to see this sentence on a frd's blog..

Do you love someone because u need them, or do u need someone because u love them?

So what do you all think? I think itz because you love someone, thatz y you need them.. At least.. thatz the case for me... but alwis be very careful with who you love. Cuz who you love may not return your love...

~jUz aNotHer eNtRy~

Juz realized that I have not blogged for a long time... nearly forgotten that I have a blog again. Hmz.. Guess am juz too busy to blog.. or shd I say, tired and lazy... Anyway...

Congratulations to Ah Xiang... tying the knot with Wendy on 1 July 2005..

Well... who would have guessed that he'll get married so fast.. think everyone is juz shocked and surprised. But still... wishing him an everlasting love and marriage...

Mel brought me to a really nice place for dinner on fri... went to Serangoon Gardens Country Club for dinner.. the ambience of the restaurant is really nice... and romantic. haha!! Hmz.. itz really e 1st time that someone actually planned and bring me to somewhere nice... no guys I'm ever with ever did such tings to me.. Itz not the money or anything that counts.. Most importantly.. itz the heart and the sincerity and thoughts that counts.. I am really touched..

Anyway... Mel's in Taiwan now... having his OCS training.. Juz hope that he'll take care of himself...

Been very busy at work recently too.. so much work to do... but so little time... haiz.. things get cocked up... haiz... wad can I say about work besides sighing?

TIme to go to sleep... been so tired recently... falling sick I think.. goodnite to all

~Finally~

Well... you guys can see that the my entries are quite late lar... only post the the entries 10 days after my bday.. haha! Muz understand wor.. Been workin OT till late these few days lehz. Allow me to complain....

22Apr(Fri) -- OT till 1130pm
23Apr(Sat) -- Work from 9am to 830pm
25Apr(Mon) -- OT till 11pm again

Haiz.. anyone tell me.. do I still have the energy to blog? ANyway... wanna say ...

thanks Ah Zhong for the cup.. very useful lehz... now I drink from your cup everyday in the office. hehe..

THanks Yunmei for your bag! I carry it to work everyday since last tues lehz. Haha!! So big and the color is so cheerful.. My mummy wants one too.. haha!!

Thanks Shijie, Alex, Daz, Fang and Ron for the watch... my favourite watch now... Dun really bear to wear it.. Afraid that I'll scratched it.. hehe

Thanks Guorong for the wallet and bday card... your wallet is so cute. WIll use it when I dress Cutely.. wahahha!! ANd hoh.. your bdae card hoh.. keep singing happy bday.. haha!!

Thanks Rita, Nana and Ann Ann for the wallet and flowers... using the pink wallet now... very matching against my ipod and tattoo wor.. haha!

Thanks DJ for the handphone strap.. my favourite handphone accessory.. will be reminded and touched by your sincerity everytime I look at it..

Lastly... THank you Dear Dear for the Ipod Mini!!!! It never leave me since the day I owned it.. it accompanies me wherever I go... hehe...

Till my next entry!!!


Ah ZHong and Me... Haben take photos with him for a long long time...

~17 Apr 2005, My Bday~

Happy Bday to myself.. So what did I do on this day of mine?? Slept... from 11am till 2am... and this is how I spent my 23rd birthday... in dreamland with zhou gong..

ANyway... wanna give a big big hugz to Rita, Nana, Ann Ann, Nancy, Lifang, Sharon, DJ, Shijie, Guorong, Alex and last but not the least... Dear Dear.. Thank you for celebrating my day with me.



~16 Apr 2005, Sentosa Trip and my BdaY eve~

Planned to meet Jianzhong in the morning to go to Sentosa but due to our extensive dancing till 2+ am the previous nite... Managed to reach Sentosa only at 2+... Wanted to suntan but seems that by the time I reach there, the sun has gone into hiding... Played abit of volleyball and frisbee (but i sux)


Juz reach Palawan and here we are posing for pics liao.. haha!


our New bikinis.. my 1st time wearing bikini wor.. dun hv a good figure though..


Yeah!! We've reached out destination!


Itz Fang and DJ posing after a game of Frisbee..


Hugging Dear Dear..

Met e rest of the guys at Chinatown for Dinner.. Wanted to eat chili crab but such a coincidence that they don't have crab that day!!! so disappointed... Hence we had prawns, fish, you tiao etc

As we're gonna play majong till the next morn.. Ron and I suggested our fav fruit, DURIAN!!! Hehe.. ITz at shijie's aunt's place that a funny incident happen lor...

I wanted to put the durians in the fridge for later consumption but DJ Suddenly told me that I cant put durians in the fridge... Was feeling puzzled as to why. I alwis keep them in the fridge at home... so do the others.. Since he cant give me the reason why.. I proceed ahead..

To my surprise, I saw a cake box inside.. my 1st instinct was.. How come the christmas cake is still in the fridge? My mind only started to work a few mins later... Christmas had been over sooo sooo soo long ago... and We had log cake for Xmas.. how come the cake box this time is different.. Haha.. After this thought then I realized... Itz my bday cake.. Stupid me... But they all also blur lor.... All of them knew about the cake but noone remembers.... Cute little Fang can still ask DJ "Y durians cannot be stored in the fridge?"

ANyway.. cut the cake before the clock strike 12 cuz DJ and GUorong have to rush back...


Shijie is eyeing my cake.. I knew it!

After that.. itz majong time.... (I won $$ on my bdae! hehe)


~15 Apr 2005, 2 days B4 I turn 23~

Anonymous sent a basket of flowers to my office today.. Was so shock... very very unexpected as no one knows my workplace address. Of cuz my 1st instinct was.. Must be Rita and the gers. I keep askin RIta but she kept denying so I had no choice but to use my last resort.. I rejected the flowers.. asked the delivery boy to bring back the flowers. Hehe.. Thought this tactic will make RIta reveal the truth.. Who knows she kept denying still... Makes me wonder.. Hmz... Any admirer out there? haha!! Of cuz this is very impossible..


Ain't my flowers nice and my doggie cute?

Who knows.. Juz an sms and I know who's my secret admirer liao! Haha!! Nana thought I already knew who sent the flowers hence she told me Rita's the one who arranged this.Poor Rita. here goes my 1st surprise... But I were Sooooo touched nonetheless..

2nd surprise came when DJ called me to say he's around my workplace. Came up to my office to pass me my present wor... Was even more surprised when I saw what he had got me.... itz a handphone strap which I wanna buy. But cause it doesn't come in the right colour and design that I want, I did not buy it. But DJ is really so wu xim... he bought the 2 different straps, and put them into the combination which I said I wanted!!! DJ... thank you... (But of cuz I know he has a motive for buyin the strap lar. Haha!!)

During lunch, My manager,Nancy, is supposed to buy Yam Paste back as dessert(Cause Rita called and ask if I eat Yam.) Was looking forward to the Yam Paste lehz.. BUt I din see any wor.. Itz onli till evening when I suddenly saw Rita and Sylvia coming into the office with a Yam Cake.. haha!! So this is my Yam Paste huh. =p Another surprise..



Sylvia, Rita and Nancy.. Rita holding the yam cake.

Went cafe cartel for dinner with Rita, Nana and ANn aNn after work... Din expect a present from them cuz I thought the basket of flowers is my present.. Who knows while waiting for Nana.. Ann Ann asked Rita "You gave Audrey the Present liao ah?" haha!! Rita and I can onli laff.. Poor Rita... Last but not the least... RIta tried to hide my bday cake but too late lar... I happened to see it accidentally. Haha!! seems like all the surprises today were not meant to be. Hehe.. But great effort... Really really appreciate all these surprises planned and sincerity... Sooooo touched..


Our 1 and only group photo after so long... (Rita, Nana and Ann ANn)

Went to Newsroom with Ron and Fang at nite.. hmz.. think I am really old liao leh.. Cant be like last time... Dance till I drop..

Itz Daz Bday today.... though he's not here with us physically but in another country... Still wanna sae.. "HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAZ DEAR!!" Made a long distance call to him today lehz... hehe.. Hope he dun feel lonely.

~646am and awake at Shijie's hse~

Juz finish playing majong and still rotting at Shijie's place.. Cause Dearie have to go BBDC for lesson at 9.50am.. so we have to stay awhile at his place 1st. But Dearie and ROn both lying flat on the mattress liao...

So unlucky... actually won 20 bucks from the 1st round but in the end ended up losing 14 bucks in the 2nd round... somemore it's 1 party lose to the other 3 parties lor... (>_<) Sooooo angry!!! Haizz.... Played 1 whole nite to end up losing...

Saw Daz blog and I have something to clarify. He's not going to stop blogging... Itz actually a stupid, but definitely foolproof April Fool's Joke that he came up with... Haiyo... And I thought it was true and was getting abit emo over it. (-_-")

*Yawnz* Very tired liao... still have to go facial with mummy later... Betta go rest awhile before proceeding home.

~a WisH mAdE tO tHe sTaRz~

Met up with Ah boy after work.. were supposed to shop for my bday present but due to an incident... Shan't go into the details cause itz P&C for Ah Boy.. Ended up at CIne Foodcourt for DInner followed by a few games of Pool..

As usual... I lose to Boy... no matter how good I played, I can never get the black ball into the pocket. I know the reason why now. Found out the reason few days ago but Ah boy Confirmed it today. Whenever it comes to the black ball... I will have this stress in me...additional stress that I have to get the ball in to win, plus I dun hv the confidence to get it into the pocket... Have to overcome this phsychological problem.

Anyway.. been thinking of something for the past few days in the office. Not that I am daydreaming ok.. Juz that I am good at multi-tasking!!! Hehe!! *grinz proudly* =p

Been thinking.. All woman wish and hope that they can find a romatic partner who will give them surprises more often than not and plan romantic days or events..

I am no exception. I have to admit that I am a 100% romance freak. I want Whatever that's romantic.. everything!! And so... It happened after I wished upon a star...

Yesterday, when I stepped home after work, I saw dinner all nicely laid out on our Dining table. The tablecloth was dark blue and in the middle of the table was my favourite candlestand with lighted candles. My dearie was standing there.. with my favourite flowers in hand.. The room was filled with soft music from the CD player.. playing to Kenny G's "Forever in Love"....

Nah.. the above did not happen. I did not wish upon a star cause I know that for such a thing to happen is near impossible.. There is only 1 such romantic guy in a million.. Or maybe there's not even 1 like him who exist?

Maybe I will try wishing upon the starz tonite for the exception..for miracles..

~cOnFuSiOn~

Angel vs Devil

~The End for "The Blog Around The Corner"~

Had not been online for awhile and I got a surprise when I saw Daz blog that He's not going to blog anymore.. Remembered that he said he's going to have lotsa time once he's at Brisbane. so He's going to change his blog layout etc... Quite sad to know of his decision but I know that all of us will never forget the interesting entries he had post..3 cheers to "The Blog Around The Corner"

Been quite busy with going out recently..Went out with the gers and Ah Boy.. Many things happened... but lazy to type them all out. Went swimming, attended a wedding etc etc...

mY mind's in a complete blank. There are so much thinking and feelings which I wanna type out but yet noting is comin out at all.. Been kinda emo recently too..

Anyway, congrats to aH Fang!!! Got bf liao... hehe!!

~gIrLs nItE oUt~

Woke up at 5pm just now and since I'm waiting for Dear to come fetch me for lunch, might as well blog. been such a long time since I last slept till 5pm..

Went Le Salon yesterday juz to look for collin to get his hp no. Meanwhile.. chatted quite abit about the past with him and ron.. time flies.. been 5 yrs since then.. brought out some sad memories.. but well...

COllin is going to be dad to his 2nd daughter soon.. haha!! Congratulations..

Went Newsroom Bar yesterday with ROn and Winnie.. girls nite out.. woohoo.. been such a long time since I go clubbing with the gers.. Jeremy was there with his friends too.. DUn like his friends!!! one of his friend so soooo touchy... Boy ah.. wad kinda of friend do u have huh... so angry!! >( Boy drank till so high too. SO different from the last time that I know him.. sooo sooo sooo different..

ANyway.. told ron that we're gonna have a girls nite out every twice or so per month.. itz nice to have no guys with us for awhile...

Gonna drink soup liao.. Mum made such nice soup.. such a waste if I dun drink.. hehe.. Ja~

~sTrAnGeRs~

Took out *Shun.. Mats.. Pt. Lt.* from my profile... Reason being..

Some guy from AIA actually called my company yesterday, talked to my finance manager and said that he knew there's an Audrey Tan working there. Actually he was trying to do some research on my company and chance upon my blog. Gave me quite a scare actually, hence decided to take my company detail out of here.. dunwan my blog to be found soooo easily by strangers..

Went KTV with Ron yesterday nite. too bored.. nothing to do.. so in the end went to kbox at cine.. sang till 1130 and rushed to take the train home.. By the time I reached home was already 12+ So tired!!

have to go watch my tv show... very lazy to blog actually...

Oh yah.. chatting with da again.. on msn.. hehe.. been so long since i last chatted with him.. shall concentrate on chatting with him ok... haha..

"Do Not Disturb"

~cONjUnctIviTies aGaIn~

On mc today. Got conjunctivities again... this time round.. doc gave me 1 eye drop and 1 eye cream..Hates to use all these eyes medication.. but for the sake of my eyes I have no choice.. I dunwan to end up blind or end up not being able to wear lens anymore..

Anyway.. Had quite a nice weekend (excluding the hours when I have to go back to work on sat) Let's see...

Sat

slept for the whole day at home after work. After that, watched Robots at CWP.. Quite a nice show.. funny.. hehe.. After that, JIo dear dear K Pool.. Hmz.. 2nd time playing pool with dear.. He wins some.. I win some.. but who wins overall? No idea..

Sun

SUpposed to go blading but due to some probs.. it ended up, no blading.. =(

Went to SGH to visit Dearie's father but ended up no visitors are allowed at the moment.. AFter that.. went to SUntec's IT fair... Saw Jianliang and SIbeng.. seems to me that you'll definitely run into someone you know at every IT fair you attend.. Such a small country with so limited exhibitions that everyone is gathered at the same exhibition..

went for the steamboat buffet at the suntec convention. WOw!!! SUper nice manz!! Love the soup.. the herbal chicken soup.. fantastic! And coincidentally, saw Bubu.. haha!! Had a very full dinner before procceding to Ron's frd's place for majong. Supposed to be there ard 8+ but due to time constraints, reach there ard 930.

Was so tired by the time I was there that I did a very very stupid ting! 2nd game into the majong and guess wad?!?! I TIO BAO ah!!!!! Kaoz!!! Bubu Gao Jiong and I actually...... Haizz.. dun have to explain farther I believe. *sobz sobz* Can you believe it?!?! I can't.. this is a very very very very stupid mistake.. ANyway, got Dear dear to take over after that.. simply not in the mood to play after that. FInally finish the game near to 1am. Was so damn tired..

Looking forward to my next weekend...

~wHicH mUsIc iNsTruMentS aRe yOu~


You are a flute. You are social and like to take
your chances. You like to spread your wings and
expirience new things. You are high in spirit.
You also like to talk to many people about your
views.

(BEAUTIFUL anime pics) What is your soft toned intrument?
brought to you by Quizilla

~eXhIbItIoN aT sUnTeC~

Itz a sunday.. but I thought it was monday today. Reason being... I had to work today!! We are having an exhibition at suntec from today till tues and am supposed to help out there... Well.. not that I mind. Quite enjoy working there cuz I am not being couped up in the office!! Hehe.. I can see more people and talk to more people.

Alvin styled my hair for the exhibition today.. look abit too cute for my liking.. but wad to do? Boss said to style a kawaii hairstyle.. -_-"


That's Alvin who styled my 'kawaii' hairstyle


thats how the right side of the hairstyle look like.. I'm so vain, but itz seldom you get to style ur hair.. so muz keep a pic of it mah!!

Chatting with da on MSN now.. hmz.. Daz been gone for only less than a month but it seems so long.. But all of us can see that he's enjoying life over at Australia huh.. Makes me wish that I was there...

~A lousy start with a happy ending~

Had a very bad and lousy day at work today... Only 1 work to describe... Sux!! Shan't go into the details...

Met up with Jasper after work to pass him my Beauty and the Beast dvd and to have dinner but he had a small surprised in store for me... Khoo actually met up with us too... Hehe.. Well.. was quite happy cuz haben seen them for sometime... And Stupid Khoo never reply to my sms... Well... guess now I know why.. too busy with gf. =p

Anyway, went for pool at K Pool and I hereby have something to announce...

"Jasper!!! Your skills are only on par with mine lor!! You can't even 'Dragon Ball' me lehz! Hahaha!!!"

Had quite a few rounds of pool with Khoo and Jasper and I have to say.. my most satisfying rounds is the 1 where I won Jasper, our last round and the 1 when I have only 1 ball left while playing with Khoo.. Khoo is too strong an opponent..Ｉcan never win him.. Can only get him to be my shifu.. Hehe.. As for Jasper? Aiya!!! On par on par! wahaha!! SOmeone's blood muzbe boiling to 101 degrees.. K lar.. actually Jasper's skills is much more better than mine... On Par?? I muz be joking..


Shifu Ah Khoo


Jasper, Par GUy!! wahaha!! =x

Really have Khoo and Jasper to thank for ending my day with a smile. ^_^

Have to go to sleep soon.. Tomorrow is another long day... My company is having a show tmr at Asian Civilization Museum and I am in charge of the registration for the guests.. GOnna have to work till 10+ pm I supposed... Haiz... No OT pay somemore... =(

~Yesterday is today's past, today is yesterday's future, today is today's present....~

933 is playing all the movies songs now.. so nice... Especially love Beauty n the Beast.. I have the collector's edition DVD at home wor.. hehe..

Was so damn lucky yesterday.. was on my way to work in the morning and guess what I saw? Birdshit splating on the ground RIGHT IN FRONT of me! If I walked a step faster I would have strike lottery. Whew!

Watched Hide and Seek yesterday.. Thought itz a horror show at first.. itz actually a psychology show about split personality.. Itz quite scary actually to have split personality, cause you never know what you will do and you don't know what you are doing.. This movie is actually quite sad cause..... Don't tell you..haha!! In case some of you want to catch that movie.. won't I be spelling the plot out then??

Anyway.. Been complaining to Dearie that I feel very bored nowadays... itz like my friends have all disappeared.. I do not have much activities anymore.. Besides working, Most of my time is spent at home sleeping. haiz.. My life was not so boring in the past.. What has happened?!?!?!?

Wondering what is Ah Da doing now at Brisbane... the time over there now is 1pm.. oh... He's going to the Annual Sex Convention today..hehe.. not last week.. Muzbe enjoying himself thoroughly...=p

Be meeting Dearie for movie later.. think muz take this chance to go shop shop abit..hehe...

~mY tAtToO~



Said that I'll put up a pic of my tattoo rite? Well, here it is.. not very clear though.. taken using my hp.. ANyway, itz a mixture of tribal and vines with a butterfly.. The tribal design is stretched farther down to my butt, but.. Erm.. not very nice to show it here lar... Btw, I muz make it very clear that wads shown here is nothing obscene huh..

~aH dA cAlleD~

Yeah.. as what the heading said.. Da called me yesterday nite lehz~~!!! Was talkin to Yang Yang when suddenly a call without caller ID appeared on my hp.. never never expect that it was Ah Da lor!! Felt so happy and excited.. technology really link people all over the world together.. Although Da is so far away at Brisbane, he sounded so near in the phone. As if he called me from singapore. Hehe..

Well.. very happy to know that he's settling down fast and good and getting used to life there.. There's even a sex convention going on at Brisbane and today happens to be the 1st of the 4 consecutive days. Lucky Da.. how I hope that I can get to go to the sex convention too.. Nothing like this ever happen in sg wor.. Hopefully we'll have 'interesting' pics to see in Da's blog.

That's all for now~

~dAz cHaLeT on 5fEb05~

Here are some of the pics taken at chalet before ah Da leave.. memories... to have a clearer view, please click on the photos ya. ^_^


Left: Da and Alex wrapping the sweet potatoes, potatoes and corn with the aluminium foil.. Good househusband uh.. NExt time will help with cookin.. hehe.. eH..
Right: Sharon proudly showing the crayfish that she's going to chop into half.. haha! What a pose


Left: Fang get to strike a pose to the cam while bringing out the paper plates etc.
Right: Wow~!! Guys bbq'ing' and gers hidding somewhere eating. whahaha!!!


Activities after bbq..


Finally.. our group photo.. eH.. now then I realize.. gers 1 side, guys 1 side.. haha..

~bYe dA.. Bon vOyAge ~

2am, Dear dear is sleeping soundly now while here I am, sitting in front of my computer and blogging.. I can't sleep..Feeling so emo.. I miss Da...

4.5hrs ago, we were all at Changi Airport Terminal 2 with Ah Da...Eating, and taking photos before we get to see him again 10months later.. Many went to see him off.. Some faces were ever so familiar... some were not... but all with the same intention and wish.. To wish him all the best in his studies.. and to see him off.. and to keep him in our heart till he's back again

10 months maybe juz a short period of time to others. But to me, being unable to see someone whom you will see every month.. it simply feel like 10yrs.. Eh.. maybe itz too exaggerated lar.. but what I wanna mean is, it really feel like sooooo long..

I did not get to see Da cross the gate.. I was already on my way home. I thought I won't cry.. but when I was waiting for bus at the airport interchange, tears start to dwell.. tried hard b4 I manage to control my emotions. Tears may have been stopped, but memories kept running through my mind.. THe dam finally broke when Shijie messaged me saying that Ah Da went through the gate liao.. Tears juz flow... Maybe itz good that I did not see Da leave..otherwise, Tears may juz become river.

Sometimes, man really take things for granted.. you know that someone really means alot to you only when he's gone... Tonight, I discovered that Da dropped a seed in my heart since the day we became good friends and with the passing of time, the seed has grown into a tree unknowingly. I call the tree... Everlasting FriendshiP Tree... Well, of cuz I know that nothing in this world is everlasting.. but... 就算记忆会消失，感情也会永远留在心里.

Anyway...

Sad are us who watch him leave, but sadder is he, who's gonna be all along in a new and unfamiliar environment.

Anyway, a very emotional night.. Still can't get over the fact that wun be able to meet up with Da for a long long time.. But a fact is still a fact.. Hmz.. gonna leave Da an email now.. so that when he reach Brisbane, at least there's someting and someone familiar in his inbox... People, do email our dear ah da often ok..

Below are the pics taken at the airport.. hmz.. been such a long time since I posted such a long entry and photos huh..

Oh, Last but not the least, DAz!!!! Study Hard and Come Back Quick wor!!

ps: 4hrs10mins(sg time) before Da reach Aussie.. and he's 2hrs ahead of us in Brisbane..


Must hug Da close for the 1 last time before he leaves....

All of us who went to see him off... Lucky Da hugging 2 pretty gers. Whaha! So BHB again ;p

~Nian Chu Si, Mdm wong~

In a blink of an eye, Chinese New Year is here, and goin to be gone too... Went Mdm Wong yesterday, a farewell clubbing to my dear Ah da, who's going to QuT for studies in 6 more days... Din noe that the arrow of time juz shoot forward so fast, without giving us time to savour happy moments.. What's left are only memories..

Opened a bottle of dunno wad whisky and 1 bottle of remy martin at mdm Wong.. When did we y become so rich? outcome is... Daz down 1st... followed by Ron Abit stone liao. When Da becomes sober, it'z Shijie and Alex to go down.. Winnie too drank alot.. but luckily for her, she hold her liquer quite well...

Someone said alot of "Jiu Hou Tu Zhen Yan" stuff after he's drunk, and so I made use of this chance to ask him some questions which he wun tell me. Delivered quite a touching speech actually...I nearly dropped a few drops of tears.. Anyway, I am not interested in what's happening... Do wad you guys wanna do and dun drag me in... None of my business.

But wad's more disappointing is that we never really get a chance to talk to Ah da much... cuz within less than an hour he's the 1st to go down... forced to toast by many.. But.. Da, I m very touched that I am one of the 6 in your friends' list whom you'll missed...Felt like crying when I heard you said that.. Alamak.. so emo...

Anyway, Happy Chinese New Year, Gong Xi Fa Cai to everyone.. Receive more ang ba. Ja

~a paInFul dAy~

Had my tatoo done today..Primative Arts@Queensway. I muz say... itz a very very very pain process...Even worst than injection and piercing. Especially when I have a phobia for injection.. I endured the pain for a whole hour sia... The outline near the waist is the most painful followed by the outline near ur hip bone area... A thin needle is used for outlining.. THe PAIN IS realLY DAMN SHIOK!!! A thicker needle is used for shading,and it is the least painful part.. sometimes wun even feel the pain at all..

Though itz really painful, itz still bearable.. at least not to the limit where I have to burst into tears. In fact, don't even have the urge to cry..but I do tremble at every 1st prick when doing the outlining...

Forgot to ask the name of the artist doing the tattoo for me but she's A very nice woman... a charming malay woman? but dear dear say she look more of mix blood.. She's good in a way that she knows which part will be very painful and so she will go slower on that part. If not think I really will faint ah.

The most most most terrible is the after effect lor... my skin around the tattoo is all swollen and bleeding... *ouch Ouch ouch* Haiz,.. no swimming for 1 month.. there goes my Wild Wild Wet for next sun... *sobz*



Anyway, i love my tattoo!! hehe.. Shall post it up next time...

~Just a bLog~
been busy dating with vampire recently.. date till never really went out... but luckily the last long weekend i went out lar.. if not will rot and grow cobwebs.. went to Ting's place for majong on Hari Raya Haji night.. hmz...played 3 rounds from 12+ till morn 930... Felt so shaq... hmz.. guess that I'm really getting old... my body cant take it anymore lehz.. Last time, I can don't sleep a wink and still feel so energtic the next day... but now? I slept for 3 hrs and I feel as if my body is failing me... hai.. old old liao..

Anyway, once again... Ting won our money... I lost the most lor... ROn and I addicted to majong liao.. hha. the next day when we went out, our whole mind is bamboo, circles and 万子.. Oh no.. gambling pig.... hhehe.. (my dear dear say wan)

Kinda lazy to blog nowadays... wanna post pics but dun have the program in my bro's laptop... oh yah.. my pc's down... =( so sad.. haiz.. guess there's nothing much for me to blog... did nothing except workin and eating and sleeping.. and I really miss a lot of my friends.... seem to lost contact with them liao.. haiz... this is life...

~sick~

Haizz... is it the clover? or is it 2005? Just came back from a visit to the doc.... High Fever he said... 38.1 .. been down on luck recently... really down on luck.. Come to think of it, itz my 1st time having such high fever wor... e most i ever went to was 38, during the SARS period.. anyway, i can't buy my blades anymore.. cuz the money has been used on hp... bought nokia 6260 last saturday... GOnna be very very careful with my phone from now on... Once bitten twice shy..

Eating bread with milk now.. so pathetic.. but it seems that when you are sick, that's the tastiest food to have... yum yum.. anyway... I shall end here.. Headache ah.. haiz.. muz go take med and orr orr liao...

People do take care of your health ya...

~i cUrSe ThAt sOmEoNe~

Irritating... Damn irritating!!! Nothing good happen since 2005... I thought 4leaves clover is suppose to bring a person good luck? But ever since I bought the 4leaves clover keychain, nothing has been good for me...

1st, 57 people attended Company Dinner and There are 43 lucky draws to be drawn.. guess wad? I was 1 of the 14 people who got nothing at all... Being in the commitee and putting in so much effort and got nothing?! Nevermind.. Forget it.. Juz a small matter

Played majong at Ting's hse and I lose... Nevermind... Ting juz started learning ... beginner's luck.. and anyway I never lose much...

But yesterday was the last straw... Someone stole my handphones!!!! Not 1 but both!! Damn.!! Though itz my fault for not zipping my bag... The person still cant steal both rite? Should at least left 1 for me mahz.... haiz... I curse the damn irritating farker manz.... both phones are given to me by ppl wor.... x70 is my bdae present from ah dear lehz!! *sobz sobz*

But anyway... at least I can get a new phone liao... going to buy a new hp.. haiz.. waste money.. so people... I cant be contacted at the moment.. Had got my replacement sim card, but onli 93360839.. maybe cancelling my other line... so please contact me at 93360839... ciaoz...

~sUcKy sAtUrDaY~

Make a guess where I am at 3.30pm on a cloudy and windy saturday? At my workplace... -_- I'm not supposed to be here at tis time, but all cuz of my good darling.. SInce I hv no place to go and have to meet Beryl and the rest 6pm at marsiling to attend Weizhen's bdae, i might as well stay and finish up all my work... well, cant say all, cuz can never possibly fin everything. Super boring.. Cannot imagine why my life has become so sucky.. all work and nothing else.. no more fun. Supposed to go get my blades today... but... #$%^&* forget it.. I dunwan blades anymore. Very demoralized liao.. =( Saturday lehz!!! Cannot imagine workin on a saturday afternoon manz! super terrible mood now. *sobz sobz*

ANyway, went to coffeeclub beside california with Regina and Rita yesterdae... Tried their Fruit and Chocolate Fondue.. YuckS! Cannot make it.. cannot be compared to the other shop(I forgot the name wor) at esplanade.. The choco is not nice at all, not rich and the layout is so ugly too... disappointed... Tried their HoeGarden too.. Hmz.. the aftertaste is not as sweet as and the smell is not as nice as compared to the ones at Indochine.. Hmz.. maybe alcohol shound be taken at a pub instead of a coffeeclub ba.. then will you have that kinda kick and satisfaction..

Haiz.z.. itz 3.40pm liao... am still feeling so down.. sucky sat! =(

~bAcK wItH aN eNtRy oN a LoW mOrAlE dAy~

Ok, I know... no updates for a very long while.. Been kinda busy and tired with work since I came back from Bangkok. Wanted so much to update my Bangkok trip too, but think I'll just post some photos up and the end.

What started as a pleasant day end as a super sianz day today. Wonder, do friends really stay friends forever. I mean, yeah, friends do have their ups and downs. Friends go through all things good and bad. They survived the friendship and that's why in the end they remained best of friends..

Is it me? Or is it her? Juz not as we used to be.. itz like there's an invisible barrier between us.. the Feelings are just wierd. And especially the incident that happen today.. Izzit cuz I'm with him and may go along to the KTV session that's why she choose not to ans the call? Am I being over-sensitive?

Treasure your family, your loved ones. Friends are many, but they won't be there with you forever. Friends just seem to disappear with time. As you enter the workin society, time for yourself and friends get lesser... haiz... emo...

~bOn vOyAgE tO aLl tRaVelLinG~

Have to say sorry to Dechao.. Msged him this morning to meet for dinner cuz I'm leaving for hols tmr and haben seen him for quite sometime.. but cuz Cyrus jio me for dinner and I'm also very hungry liao, hence.... You know.. "Aeroplane flying" Had dinner with Cyrus at Newton circles. Stingray, kai lan, chicken wings and of cuz not fogetting my fav coconut drink. hehe.. He has a gf again... and with some probs too.. His gf is like 2-timing him..In my mind I was thinking, well, kinda familiar scenario.. but of cuz I kept it in my heart.. Alwis have so many things that I wanna confront him with but juz cant bring myself to ask..

In less den 24hrs, I'll be both on my way and at Bangkok.. GOnna leave at 10+am tmr to change Baht and meeting Ron and Xiao Hou ard 1130 at woodlands custom.. Our flight is actually at 6pm lor.. but as itz Deepavali tomorrow and due to the long weekend, there's a high possibility of causeway being super jam.. so we've decided.. rather be too early den miss our flight...

Have to go pack my bag now.. Feeling damn tired.. Let's hope I'm gonna have great buys at Bangkok and pray for us ya. haha.. Bon voyage to Liping, Yucheng, Ph, Xiang and Lixia. They're leaving for KL tomorrow.. Enjoy urselves too guys~ ^_^

~rOtTiNg dAY~

After such a late night yesterday, I slept till 4pm!!! Nua at Dear's place seeing him playing the Takeshi game and dozing off occasiaonally for a few mins.. He called me a pig.. =(

Dear got to book in at 8pm today, so I went PAsar Malam with Xiang. Had Strawberry Snowice and bought 2 BIG packets of tidbits home!! haha!! This is what a pig does rite? SLEEP AND EAT!!

After bidding farewell to Clubmed, I'm saying hello to Shunji Matsuo tmr morn..

zzz.. I wanna slp liao.. Goodnitez..


Saturday, November 06, 2004

~hApPy 21st bIrThDaY tO bErYl~

Went to SIR @ Lavender this morning, Dear to renew his passport and Me to change photo.. the photo inside was taken when I was in primary school lor. haha!! There's a super long queue!!! Guess itz coz the secondary school kids are there to make their IC. Saw Yiming on the train.. ahha!! STupid him, say at 1st nv saw mw cuz he was standing straight and I dun happen to fall within his view.. meaning to say I Am SHORT!!!! But I am lar.. haha!! staanding at a pathetic 157cm onli.. *sobz sobz*

Reached Beryl's place around 7+ for her 21st bday celebration.. Time really flies.. she's onli 17 when I first know her and today, she's really dressed like a princess.. pretty in pink. ^_^ Her friends had games planned in advance too.. haha.. So wu xim.. Ber kena sabohed by all of us to have a romantic dance with Ah Da wor~ But itz sooo nice wad.. hehe.. Was lookin at the Video Clip on my pc juz now.. Minus the talking of everyone and plus if there's someone to teach the dance steps, it'll be fantastic.. so romantic.. hehe!!


Group Photo taken with our Pretty Princess in pink DRESS (Can I be considered pretty too? I am also in pink lehz~ wahahah!! =p)

Left Ber's house ard 1+? Or was it 2+? Anyway, went to Hillview Mansion after departing from her place.. Da's the only one who knows the way so Xiang and Kenneth follow his car. though Da led us turing at every corner to a dead end(Cuz he forgot exactly the route liao. ahah!) , we found the place in the end. the brave 6 (Da, DJ, Xiang, Jeryl, Yucheng and Yiming) went up the long and steepy slope to the mansion.. Actally huh, Liping and I follow behind too but stop short and headed back after we saw a tree.. Well.. I juz kinda dun feel like continuing the the road is very very dark and I feel abit scared lar... But Liping saw something else, twice. She said she say someone sitting below the tree.. very unclear figure(you shd know what) Btw, Hillview mansion is rumoured to be a haunted house. Anyway, the guys said that the house is no longer there.. had been demolished... well.. 1 haunted place less in singapore.

Went NUS for prata after that.. hehe.. Had my fav Cheese prata as usual. After that is back home of cuz.. 1st time that Xiang dun hv to send anyone home(except me of cuz, haha!) cuz Da's sending all those stayin at west home. Poor Da.. Reached Dear's place ard 430am.. Dead beat manz...

Xiaohou managed to book flight to Bangkok on Deepavali.. So excited.. Looking forward to the shopping trip.. hehe..


Friday. November05, 2004

~lAsT dAy @ cLuBmEd~

The day has finally come for me to leave Clubmed.. Never thought that I am gonna stay an astonishing long 8 months temping at Clubmed.. Weiling booked me for lunch with some other colleaques today. Went DON @ Tangling Mall for lunch with Serene, Michelle, Adelene, Sor Leng, Weiling, Alvin, Roger and Benedict.. 1st time lunching with so many colleagues... ANyway, was soooo touched to receive farewell gifts from Michelle, Weiling, Adelene, Shelly and My Boss... Wanna say thanx and a big hug to them... Never expected them to give me anything lor... Went around taking pictures with other colleagues from other department after lunch.. and back to work again. haha! My last day and I had to stay till almost 7 to complete my work lor.. haiz..


Taken at DOn
Sitting (from left) : Serene, Michelle, Adelene, Sor Leng
Standing : Weiling, Me


Taken @ a corner @ Clubmed
1st Row : Benedict(Left) Roger(Right)
2nd Row(From Left) : Adelene, Me, Weiling
Last Row(From Left) : Sor Leng, Shelly, Michelle


This is from my boss Agnes but I really have no idea what they are.. Thought they are photo frame at first but having 2nd thoughts...

Went shopping with Ron at orchard after work... hmz... bought a top at Far East Plaza.. keep spending money on clothings recently.. Bought a top and skirt with Michelle they other day we went shopping and today, another top!!! OMG!! I muz try and control my spendings.. I am going broke!

Xiao HOu and Rizhi returned from their training at Australia tonight..

~Preparing myself for a busy nite~

What's with today's title? Well.. finally, the day has come, when I have to leave CLubmed... TOmorrow!! gonna be photo-taking session tmr. hehe.. Got some gifts for my Ex Tours and Traffic Boss Agnes, and my colleagues.


Stationary holder for my boss. Cute eh?


2 mirrors.. Snoopy and Betty Boob.. for Weiling and Sor Leng.


This, is for my Dear Michelle! hehe.. SHe love marshmallow.. the brand of the marshmallow is Campfire cuz Michelle dun like the fruit flavor ones.

Well.. as what the title says.. gonna be busy for the nite cuz I need to wrap the presents!! ja ne~

~eMo~

1250am and here I am still, sitting in front of my pc and blogging? OMG! Gonna die a horrible terrible death tmr.. Reason as to why I am still awake??

• Tidying my room cuz itz too dusty and untidy and my hair is wet...
  
• My hair is wet cuz I had a late bathe today and though my hair is shorter and lesser now, it still need HOURS to dry...
• Had a late bathe cuz I came home late...
• Came home late coz I went DFS(bought biotherm foundation with 25%discount wor~ thanx to dear michelle. ^_^) and after that far east with Michelle to get gifts for my colleagues...
• Had to get gifts for my colleagues cuz itz my last day of work on Fri. Kinda sad... gonna miss some colleagues and definitely, Michelle.

Talking about my dear Michelle, I really have to thank her. She brought fun and life into my stay at Clubmed. WIthout her, I think I'll still be quite a loner there. If you are ever reading this, I will like to say thanx. Really appreciated your appearance into my life(OMG I sound so lesbian). Will definitely not forget you wor~ We'll still go blading and shopping ya. keke. We'll oso get to lunch together once a week wor~ Wellington building is not that far from STB lar hoh. hehe.

Feeling so lonely all of a sudden. Think itz the effect "night" have on me ba.. Realized that as you grow older, you tend to have less time for your friends, even your close friends.. Deep in my heart I miss everyone in my life but no longer have the energy to constantly keep in contact anymore. I cant even go out after work once a week w/o feeling tired and all energy drained from me. What's worse? I'm onli 22!!! Haben spoken to Dear for 2 days. Haiz.. as what SHijie said "WHat kinda Officer is he?? Other officers so slack yet he's so buzy" Blame it on his f***ing battalion then. Leaving him no time at all. Poor thing. Whoever said officer very relac uh? MIssing Dearie alot lehz.. haben had the chance to discuss about the Deepavali weekend trip. Bangkok? KL? or 1 nite stay in SG Hotel?

Dechao oso never msg me for 2 days liao. hmz.. GUess I know why. Am I being too sensitive?? But never forget, a woman's intuition is alwis right! Why am I blogging out all my thought? Guess itz wad the title suggest...

~cOmPlAiNt fRom s0mEoNe w0r~

here I come~! Read Mei's blog.. hmz.. someone complaining huh.. say I nv blog... no stories to read.. aiyo.. tired mahz.. hehe.. anyway.. here goes~!~!~!~

I went Loreal Sales with Michelle last Fri lehz!! There are Maybelline and Garnier too... But for Loreal, they only have cosmetics and hairdye.. no hair and face products. so sadz... anyway.. their cosmetics are really damn cheap lor!! Can mix and match, 4 for only $12!!! Bought 2 Loreal waterproof mascare(1 for ROn), 1 maybelline transparent lip gloss and nail hardener and 3 eyeshadows! hehe.. Really a great bargain lehz.. Anyway, itz really crowded and squeezy... imagine so many woman crowding together to snatch up watever good stuff there is.. 1 even stepped on my fooT!!! but forgot it.. everyone is juz excited. hehe..

Watching Ren Wo Au You now.. they are having a diving trip.. though I'm scared of the sea cuz I dunno wad lurkes beneath, I hope to go diving 1 day.. been 1 of my dream to dive down into a clear blue, green ocean.. look at the corals and fish.. Michelle went snorkelling with baby sharks before wor.. hehe.. sound so scary, but like quite fun.. itz a different world beneath..

Intended to go Bangkok next weekend coz of the Deepavali and Hari Raya LOng Hols.. but damn terrorists.. spoil my trip. Everyone says tat itz too dangerous.. haiz.. HongKong is having a change of season from autumn to winter so even if go shopping there, the clothes will only be those more of a thicker kind.. not the kinda clothes that I want.. think the onli place left is only KL liao.. haiz... KL again.. really sianz lehz... Dunno 1 year muz go there how many times..

I wanna concentrate on watching my show liao.. hehe.. ja~

~bAcK~

haben been updating my blog for so long.. well.. not that nothing to update, but too tired to even come online. last week was my 1 week break from Clubmed.. well.. thought I could do with a week rest.. but as i mentioned, went to temp at Shunji Matsuo and back to CLubmed on monday. Well.. been complaining that I've been temping for very long.. As fate have it... they want me as their perm staff... as admin accounts.. Frankly, accounts have never ever crossed my mind cuz I never like to deal with figures. Anyway, it is a good start so y not go for it? At least itz a perm job with benefits and bonus and annual leave! haha! And free haircut too(I was told.. =p) will start work on 8 Nov.. hmz.. 118, meaning yat yat fat (correct spelling?? ) in cantonese.. good indication uh..

Anyway, got a free haircut at Shunji last week. One of The stylist need model for their training by the Director, hence I got chosen(cuz I got long hair, haha!) Following that I dyed my hair on sat. WEnt all the way down to Tampines to support the stylist who cut my hair leh.. So good.. haha!!! Very satisfied with my haircut and colour. ^_^ No chance to post it here cuz my digicam is currently with Fang.

Hmz.. currently reading Deception Point, Dan Brown again.. haha.. Avid reader of his books. *yawnz* very tired liao.. shall update next time when I am not so tired. hehe... All the best to all wor~ COngrats to Ninja... Ord soon..

~New Workin EnVir0nmeNt~

watching pearl harbour... dun really remember the whole story, but vaguely remember that 2 guys fell in love with the same ger.. the same nurse... and I remember the sad song of cuz.. haiz.. how come tv keep showing long and draggy and sad movie recently.. then was Titanic, now Pearl Harbour.. but have to admit, nice show lar.

1st day of work in a new environment today.. Shunji Matsuo Pte Ltd.. ITz a Japanese Hair salon.. I'm workin in their head office...keying in their invoices for the various branches.. at 1st was feeling quite blue... missed CLubmed, and most importantly, miss my dear auntie michelle.. whaaha!! She's gonna kill me if she sees this.. =p Anyway, this is onli a 1 week temp job. WIl be going back to CLubmed next mon but this time I'm helpin out the Training Department and not the Tours Department(which is why I'm having this 1 week break). Hopefully for the rest of this week I'll be doin OT.. to earn more $.. haiz.. still thought of having a rest this 1 week and look for a perm job... seems that I'm fated to do temp job sia.

Watched Ladykillers by Tom Hanks with Dearie on Saturday... ultra lame show.. totally not worth the 8.50. =( Back to Pearl Harbour. The Americans are bombing Japan now.. izzit Hiroshima? well. I've returned my history to my teachers right after sec 2. when there's a war going on, so many innocent civilians are killed... how can they bear it? haiz... whoever says love hurts? War hurts more..

~A fRd's c0ncErn is n0t 2b tReaTed |ikE sHiT (17/10/04)~

Went blading as usual, but the mood is not the same as usual. itz super sucky! the blades I rented sux.. changed another pair, sux as well! Nvm, I'll wait patiently till Nov, and I'll get my own blades. 2nd sucky thing that affect my mood, obviously, is frd. Sometimes I really wonder how i control myself from flaring up. As I said, when a friend ask you why you are unhappy, ask you if you are ok, it means they care, they are concern about you. Dun start showing attitude... and itz not juz any kinda normal attitude.. others also have feelings.. and very obviously, I feel hurt and pissed! Will never forget this incident..

~Movies~

hmz.. haben been blogging for quite some time... not that nothing to blog, but tired and lazy to blog lehz... I went to Dechao's Grandma's wake last Tuesday.. at Jurong... and I was reading Da's blog and realise that he too went to someone's wake last week.. haha.. at west side too lor.. such a coincidence..

Watched movies 3 days consecutively last Friday, Saturday and SUnday.. haha.. Power lehz! Hmz.. Sex is Zero on Friday nite with Ron and ALex and of cuz my Dearie.. Realized that the few movies I've been watchin lately are all comedies.. Dodgeball, Whitechicks and now there's Sex is Zero.. As what Ron said.. Many big breasts in the show lor.. haha!! Very suitable for Shijie lehz.. =x Anyway... Watched Wimbledon on Saturday with Dearie and his campmates.. the 1st time i go out with his friends... Anyway, dun really find Wimbledon very fantastic.. Mayb due to too much super hilarious comedies, hence feel that there's not much high climax in WImbledon.. juz 2 tennis players falling in love and the most important tennis matched to be played and bla bla bla~ The last movie will be One Miss Call... Caught this show with Dechao at CWP at nite.. someone told me that itz a very scary show.. well.. I have to say, quite disappointing...itz scary.. bt not really super scary lor. Anyway, this show is about this Missed Call by your own hp no. that you will recv and when you listen to ur voice messages, you'll actually hear the last words or sentence that you said before your death. Kinda eerie uh.. hmz.. the plot is abit blur too..

~Ting's HoUsE wArMiNg (10 Oct 04)~

Went to Ting's house warming after blading... had to rushed down carrying a super big and heavy oven toaster for her.. Luckily got Dechao.. sent me down.. hehe.. hugz Anyway, few pictures taken in Ting's room.. due to too many people outside, we keep stayin in the room, hence onli pics of her room. haha!!

Fang, Xiaoli & Ger GEr... well, YOu can ignore the notty face between Fang and Xiaoli.. he's a super nuisance.. wanna take proper pics but he keep popping in between... tell him nicely to go away oso dunwan...I know he's juz a kid, but still, I'm super pissed off with him. Not only me lor.. Fang ah, Xiaoli and Alex oso feel the same way lor.


That's Alex, Me and Ger ger... hmz.. Look like 1 family? Alex's happy till see mouth cant see eyes.. haha.. Nah.. Not a couple and not our baby~ My god daughter though.. hehe. Ger Ger really look alot like Ting..


Yeah... This is the couple... haha.. Ron and Alex.. Do they have the couple look? I think they do.. hehe..

~Belle n Beau~

Finally, been waiting for this day, wanna see Jos on TV.. COme home early juz to support him lor. Hehe. As I mentioned before, Jos's appearing in School Belle and Beau.. hehe.. One of the Beau lar. Kinda wierd to see a frd on tv.. hehe.. I m supporting him of cuz. Really admire his courage in admiting on tv that he nominate himself.. for fun. haha! Anyway, wish him all the most, though he said he wun win, cuz the other contestant is a model. Yueyang's frd.. hehe.. Wow!! G2, Kel.. very very tall!!! Shiok sia! Find her very pretty too.. hehe..

Dechao's grandma passed away yesterday.. His gradma is not really old, onli ard 70+, but passed away coz of illness... Maybe going down to her wake tmr... Still waiting for sharon to reply me.. Met up with Eddy, Mark, Jaycen, Ron, Ariel and Jere for Kbox session at cine yesterday.. Haben seen them(except for Ron lar, see her almost every alternate days.. like a couple like tt.. haha!) for very long.. well.. everyone's the same.. and Yunmei seems to be very blissfully in love. ^_^ Their relastionship's Still going good..Hehe.. As usual, nothing much to blog on weekdays... Shall go back to watching tv..

~mY wEeKeNd~

On friday, i was thinking as I was workin... "Yeah! Itz Friday, last day of the week, start of the weekend.. Gonna have rest and fun and outta the draggiest and most dreaded Mon-Fri.." but think fun really make the day passby so fast.. Now I'm sitting in front of my computer and thinkin.. "Shucks.. Itz Sunday nite again and back to work tmr.." I dun expect much.. be good enough if weekdays are sun and sat while weekends are Mon-Fri.. wahahah~!!!

FriDay : After 9hrs in the office... FInally get to relax! Met Ah Ron at JP and took a cab to Boon Lay Shopping Centre... ROn wanted to book ferry tix to Bintan for sat, but as itz too last min, no tix were available.. aw... so sad for Ron & Hou.. But cheer up~ cuz there's alwis next time.. No lack of chances.. After that, Da fetch us to Shijie's Aunt's hse at 12+am... Played only one "east" of majong and Dear Mr Shijie and Ms Ron's tummy were growling at us so we had to stop the game and go for supper.. That marked the end of our majong session. Shijie brought 1 bottle of Vodka, Tequila and BAiley's over, hence we took the chance to Invented some new cocktail after supper.. Strawberry Yoghurt Drink was our fav mixer. hehe...

SaTurDay : Slept from 2-4pm... Met Dear at 5pm.. Supposed to meet Yunmei and Beau for White Chicks but coz I overslept, failed to get the 730 tix.. so Dearie and I meet Ron and HOu instead.. caught the 930 White Chicks.. haha.. SUper Hilarious.. everyone in the Cinema is laffing hard... Itz really a nice show... Will give it 4**** ^_^ I love it betta when the 2 FBI agents were Tiffany and Britney though.. hehe..

SunDay : Went blading at ECP again. hehe. Lousy me alwis feared the 1st step after wearing the blades... Lack the courage to stand up by myself. Reason why there's noone there to help is becoz.. Fang, ChingChing, Michelle and her friend are all wearing their personal blade and as my blade shop do not the a path, hv to walk on the stones, they cant come over, for fear of spoiling their blades. haiz.. Last Resort... Dialled Dechao's no.. hehe.. Luckily he's at ECP too~!~!~!~ My hero of the daY! ahhaha.. He's the best lor... willing to sacrifice his blades... hehe.. Halfway to Fort Road and it rained... All of us had to blade for shelter... I think someone had forgotten that he's pulling me lor, so when he made a sudden turn into a small path, I fell hard on my bum.. Weixian tried to break my fall but too late... haiz.. Grew a rose on my butt... Thanx ya Dechao.. 1st time I fell when blading lor. haha!! The sun finally won the battle against the rain after about 20 mins.. Fang, ChingChing, Dechao, Weixian, Qiqi and I continued blading.. Destination, Bedok Jetty. Covered quite a distance today.. some of the paths were some challenging lor.. cracked roads, upslope, downslope. Poor Fang grew 4 roses today.. 1st time too.. Rained again on our way back so no choice, all blading have to stop. stupid weather...

Hmz.. Guess I'm quite satisfied with the way i spend my weekend this week. had a balance of dear and friends.. hehe.. Sad though, cuz no blading for next week. haiz.. have to wait for next next week....