~dEpResSed~

Isetan at wisma is having a flood now. SInce 7pm. What a news. Heard that itz quite bad. How do I know? Cuz one of my hair salon is located there. But exactly how bad it is, will just have to wait for the news.

Am still in the office now. What a Friday uh. Was looking forward towards going home just now cuz gonna meet Dearie for dinner and movie. Rushed through all my work so that I can bring the rest of the work home. But seems that he's going KTV tonight with his frds. Haiz. I can't join him cuz I have to work through the nite again. Might as well let me stay in the office and work till I drop dead. Then my soul will go back home and continue working till it disperse. What a thought. But am just too depressed. I lack of sleep, pimples popping out, looking more like auntie cuz dun even have the energy to dress up and most importantly, I don't have a life. Yes, I am feeling depressed. I feel like having someone there to hug and comfort and just be there for me when I work. aRgGgH!!

Had already asked mummy not to cooked my dinner cuz told her will be home late. Guess I might just go home and eat bread. WHatever. Dun feel hunger anymore. Just feel sianz and sianz....

Nahz, dunwan to blog anymore.

~天國~

Will definitely try my best to reach home before 10pm every Monday and Tuesday to catch my favourite show at the moment. The show which I just finish watching. 天国的阶梯. Fantastic show. 太浪漫了. How I hope that I am the female lead. Though there are devastating and heartbreaking situations, it feels really good to have someone to love you this much.. Someone to protect you so. Hmz.. the feelings is juz hard to describe. Can only say that it's a very fairytale feeling. Anyone have the VCD? haha!

Had a very fun and interesting weekend. Actually wanted to blog all out but time is running out for me. I have to work now. These few weeks at work is really hectic. Can really feel my body starting to wear out. Nearly black out at work today. Terrible. Never had such a feeling before. Guess it due to my stress at work, lack of sleep and my stupid eyes, giving me prob again. Anyway, I promise myself to blog out all the events that happened for the past three days, Fri Sat & Sun, with photos up! ^_^

~nO enErgY leFt~

How is it possible that people are filled with energy to go clubbing and go out and have fun when I am totally shaq out with not a teeny weeny bit of energy left? Cannot believe that I can't even stand a night of overnight majong session last Saturday. I asked Dearie to take over my seat and guess what? I WENT STRAIGHT TO BED!!! OMG! What's happening to me? My body feel like 50years old.. Haiz...

Anyway, waiting for Jason lor! Supposed to meet him for dinner at 7pm but the time now is 730 and he said that he will be later than that. Haiz.. I am falling asleep. In a dilemna to bring work home and do anot. Been doing that for the past 2 days, which means to say.. been sleeping at 1+ to 2+ am. Have a feeling that my body cannot take it today that's why I am still thinking and thinking and thinking.. -_-?

Anyway, been lunching in for these 2 days. Noodles yesterday and chicky rice today!! But guess what's the surprising thing? Nancy cooked all these in the office with just a microwave! Whaha! Isn't she amazing. Learnt alot of things in this company, not only work wise and humanity wise but learnt cookery too! I am really lucky.. ^_^

*yawnz yawnz* Hungry and not tired. hmz.. wad rubbish am I typing. My brain is sleeping.. zzZzz
















mY cup in office which I use to drink coffEe. cUtE? The cup WeiZhong gave to me is still in my office too!!

~FrIdAy nItE~

Where am I? In the office but leaving soon. Hmz.. Dearie told me that he's going out with his friends later. Hmz.. SOmeone is different now uh. Last time alwis at home but now alwis go out drinking and clubbing and KTV with his friends liao uh.

Well, good in a way cause I know that he wun feel bored at home or without me. How do I feel inside though? nah.. Wun tell. =X

Meeting my dear Ron for dinner later. Oso dunno where we'll be going after that. Seems that life is getting boring. No place to go. We are aimless. I think this is the reason why I don't mind spending time in the office and work sometimes. Cause I oso dunno where to go!! *sobz sobz*

Juz feel like blogging out my thoughts when I feel like it. Cause I know that by the time I reach home I wun blog and after few days have past, I wun even bother to think back to events that happen before. -_-"

Goooo out lor~! Ja Ja~

~hApPiNeSs vS uNhApPiNeSs~

Haben been blogging ever since I change my blogskin. Such a waste. I really like this blog skin. Love the words.

I wish for a fairyland.. where the word 'unhappy' doesn't exist in the dictionary.

I believe everyone also hope that their life is only filled with happiness.But who ever learn if unhappiness don't exist?? Everyone learnt things the hard way. Just like me. These few days had been quite bad for me coz my work got cock up due to my carelessness. Felt so down and moody and depressed and demoralized. Haha. Do I sound too exaggerated? But really do not feel good inside. But it's also because of this that I keep telling myself to be more awake and alert when doing things. Guess now it's all work and work in my life. Never ever thought that there will be this day. Work may be stressful but it's enjoyable at the same time. When you accomplish your targeted workload you really feel a sense of fulfilment and satisfaction.

Feel asleep on the cab just now. Really can't keep my eyes open and my brain awake. Sleeping on the cab suddenly reminds me that I used to love to sleep on a moving car. Dunno why, but the feeling is juz shiok! Guess it feels like a Baby sleeping in a sarong and Mummy rocking Baby to sleep. Hehe! Anyway, I always keep myself awake whenever I take cab alone because...


Fear Factor 1 - Who knows what route the driver will take. He may just take you on a roundabout trip with you sleeping soundly on the car. A waste of time and money.

Fear Factor 2 - What if the driver turns out to be a bad guy and drive you to some unknown places and ... *Scary*

Going to bathe soon. Pimples popping out. Think it's due to stress. But this will be a good experience and training for me. I will take all stress in my stride. *Gambatte*